Near sundown the firing was conspicuously heavy, especially
the artillery. The men of most of the companies
evinced a desire to frequently rest, and in every
way delay our march as much as possible. Some
of the officers, too, joined with the men and offered
objections to rushing headlong into battle without
orders. I knew that our brigade was somewhere
in our front, and from the firing I was thoroughly
convinced a battle was imminent, and in that case our
duty called us to our command. Not through any
cowardice, however, did the men hesitate, for all
this fiction written about men’s eagerness for
battle, their ungovernable desire to throw themselves
upon the enemy, their great love of hearing the bursting
of shells over their heads, the whizzing of minnie
balls through their ranks is all very well for romance
and on paper, but a soldier left free to himself, unless
he seeks notoriety or honors, will not often rush voluntarily
into battle, and if he can escape it honorably, he
will do it nine times out of ten. There are times,
however, when officers, whose keen sense of duty and
honorable appreciation of the position they occupy,
will lead their commands into battle unauthorized,
when they see the necessity, but a private who owes
no obedience nor allegiance only to his superiors,
and has no responsibility, seldom ever goes voluntarily
into battle; if so, once is enough.
Under these circumstances, as the sun was near setting,
we learned from some wounded soldier that Kershaw
was moving in line of battle to the left of the plank
road. Another Captain and myself deserted our
companions and made our way to our regiments with our
companies. As we came upon it, it was just moving
out from a thicket into an open field under a heavy
skirmish fire and a fierce fire from a battery in our
front. We marched at a double-quick to rejoin
the regiment, and the proudest moments of my life,
and the sweetest words to hear, was as the other portion
of the regiment saw us coming they gave a cheer of
welcome and shouted, “Hurrah! for the Dutch;
the Dutch has come; make way to the left for the Dutch,”
and such terms of gladness and welcome, that I thought,
even while the “Dutch” and its youthful
commander were but a mere speck of the great army,
still some had missed us, and I was glad to feel the
touch of their elbow on the right and left when a
battle was in progress.
Companies in the army, like school boys, almost all
have “nick-names.” Mine was called
the “Dutch” from the fact of its having
been raised in that section of the country between
Saluda River and the Broad, known as “Dutch
Fork.” A century or more before, this country,
just above Columbia and in the fork of the two rivers,
was settled by German refugees, hence the name “Dutch
Fork.”