FILICAJA.
“Oh, not to guess
it at the first.
But I did guess it,—that is,
I divined,
Felt by an instinct how it was;—why
else
Should I pronounce you free from all that
heap
Of sins, which had been irredeemable?
I felt they were not yours.”
BROWNING.
“Nests there are
many of this very year,
Many the nests are, which the winds shall
shake,
The rains run through
and other birds beat down
Yours, O Aspasia! rests against the temple
Of heavenly love, and,
thence inviolate,
It shall not fall this winter, nor the
next.”
LANDOR.
“Lift up your heart upon the knees
of God,
Losing yourself, your smallness and your
darkness
In His great light, who fills and moves
the world,
Who hath alone the quiet of perfect motion.”
STERLING.
VIII.
EUROPE
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[It has been judged best to let Margaret herself tell the story of her travels. In the spring of 1846, her valued friends, Marcus Spring and lady, of New York, had decided to make a tour in Europe, with their son, and they invited Miss Fuller to accompany them. An arrangement was soon made on such terms as she could accept, and the party sailed from Boston in the “Cambria,” on the first of August. The following narrative is made up of letters addressed by her to various correspondents. Some extracts, describing distinguished persons whom she saw, have been borrowed from her letters to the New York Tribune.]
TO MRS. MARGARET FULLER.
Liverpool, Aug. 16, 1846.
My dear Mother:—
The last two days at sea passed well enough, as a number of agreeable persons were introduced to me, and there were several whom I knew before. I enjoyed nothing on the sea; the excessively bracing air so affected me that I could not bear to look at it. The sight of land delighted me. The tall crags, with their breakers and circling sea-birds; then the green fields, how glad! We had a very fine day to come ashore, and made the shortest passage ever known. The stewardess said, “Any one who complained this time tempted the Almighty.” I did not complain, but I could hardly have borne another day. I had no appetite; but am now making up for all deficiencies, and feel already a renovation beginning from the voyage; and, still more, from freedom and entire change of scene.
We came here Wednesday, at noon; next day we went to Manchester; the following day to Chester; returning here Saturday evening.
On Sunday we went to hear James Martineau; were introduced to him, and other leading persons. The next day and evening I passed in the society of very pleasant people, who have made every exertion to give me the means of seeing and learning; but they have used up all my strength.