’Father, let me not injure my fellows during this period of repression. I feel that when we meet my tones are not so sweet as I would have them. O, let me not wound! I, who know so well how wounds can burn and ache, should not inflict them. Let my touch be light and gentle. Let me keep myself uninvaded, but let me not fail to be kind and tender, when need is. Yet I would not assume an overstrained poetic magnanimity. Help me to do just right, and no more. O, make truth profound and simple in me!’
Again:—
’The heart bleeds,—faith almost gives way, to see man’s seventy years of chrysalis. Is it not too long? Enthusiasm must struggle fiercely to burn clear amid these fogs. In what little, low, dark cells of care and prejudice, without one soaring thought or melodious fancy, do poor mortals—well-intentioned enough, and with religious aspiration too—forever creep. And yet the sun sets to-day as gloriously bright as ever it did on the temples of Athens, and the evening star rises as heavenly pure as it rose on the eye of Dante. O, Father! help me to free my fellows from the conventional bonds whereby their sight is holden. By purity and freedom let me teach them justice.’
And yet again:—
’There comes a consciousness that I have no real hold on life,—no real, permanent connection with any soul. I seem a wandering Intelligence, driven from spot to spot, that I may learn all secrets, and fulfil a circle of knowledge. This thought envelopes me as a cold atmosphere. I ’do not see how I shall go through this destiny. I can, if it is mine; but I do not feel that I can.’
Casual observers mistook Margaret’s lofty idealism for personal pride; but thus speaks one who really knew her:—“You come like one of the great powers of nature, harmonizing with all beauty of the soul or of the earth. You cannot be discordant with anything that is true and deep. I thank God for the noble privilege of being recognized by so large, tender, and radiant a soul as thine.”
EUROPE.
LETTERS
“I
go to prove my soul.
I see my way, as birds their trackless
way.
In some time, God’s good time, I
shall arrive
He guides me and the bird. In his
good time!”
BROWNING.
“One, who, if He be called upon
to face
Some awful moment, to which Heaven has
joined
Great issues, good or bad for human kind,
Is happy as a lover, and attired
With sudden brightness, like a man inspired;
And, through the heat of conflict, keeps
the law
In calmness made, and sees what he foresaw.”
WORDSWORTH.
“Italia! Italia! O tu
cui feo la sorte
Dono infelice di bellezza,
ond’ hai
Funesta dote d’ infiniti
guai,
Che in fronte scritti per
gran doglia porte.
Deh, fossi tu men bella, o almen piu forte!”