Memoirs of Margaret Fuller Ossoli, Volume I eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 352 pages of information about Memoirs of Margaret Fuller Ossoli, Volume I.

Memoirs of Margaret Fuller Ossoli, Volume I eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 352 pages of information about Memoirs of Margaret Fuller Ossoli, Volume I.
affection, or sincere intimacy, in the circle where she lived, and could not but rule, for she was one whose nature was to that of the others as fire to clay.
’It was at this time that I came to the school, and first saw Mariana.  Me she charmed at once, for I was a sentimental child, who, in my early ill health, had been indulged in reading novels, till I had no eyes for the common.  It was not, however, easy to approach her.  Did I offer to run and fetch her handkerchief, she was obliged to go to her room, and would rather do it herself.  She did not like to have people turn over for her the leaves of the music-book as she played.  Did I approach my stool to her feet, she moved away as if to give me room.  The bunch of wild flowers, which I timidly laid beside her plate, was left untouched.  After some weeks, my desire to attract her notice really preyed upon me; and one day, meeting her alone in the entry, I fell upon my knees, and, kissing her hand, cried “O, Mariana, do let me love you, and try to love me a little!” But my idol snatched away her hand, and laughing wildly, ran into her room.  After that day, her manner to me was not only cold, but repulsive, and I felt myself scorned.
’Perhaps four months had passed thus, when, one afternoon, it became obvious that something more than common was brewing.  Dismay and mystery were written in many faces of the older girls; much whispering was going on in corners.

    ’In the evening, after prayers, the principal bade us stay;
    and, in a grave, sad voice, summoned forth Mariana to answer
    charges to be made against her.

’Mariana stood up and leaned against the chimney-piece.  Then eight of the older girls came forward, and preferred against her charges,—­alas! too well founded, of calumny and falsehood.
’At first, she defended herself with self-possession and eloquence.  But when she found she could no more resist the truth, she suddenly threw herself down, dashing her head with all her force against the iron hearth, on which a fire was burning, and was taken up senseless.
’The affright of those present was great.  Now that they had perhaps killed her, they reflected it would have been as well if they had taken warning from the former occasion, and approached very carefully a nature so capable of any extreme.  After a while she revived, with a faint groan, amid the sobs of her companions.  I was on my knees by the bed, and held her cold hand.  One of those most aggrieved took it from me, to beg her pardon, and say, it was impossible not to love her.  She made no reply.
’Neither that night, nor for several days, could a word be obtained from her, nor would she touch food; but, when it was presented to her, or any one drew near from any cause, she merely turned away her head, and gave no sign.  The teacher saw that some terrible nervous affection had fallen
Copyrights
Project Gutenberg
Memoirs of Margaret Fuller Ossoli, Volume I from Project Gutenberg. Public domain.