Mallinson carelessly assented and returned to his seat.

For the remainder of the evening Drake avoided Clarice.  As he was taking his leave, however, she came up to him.  He shook her by the hand and she whispered one word to him, ‘Matanga.’  Drake could not mistake the note of longing in her voice, and as he drove to his chambers the temptation with which he had wrestled at the gates of Garples assailed him again, and with double force.  He had but to speak, he knew, and she would come.  The loneliness of his rooms made the struggle yet harder, yet more doubtful.  He pictured to himself what he had never had, a home, and he located that home in Matanga.  The arid plain blossomed in his imagination, for he saw the weariness die out of Clarice’s face.

He tossed restlessly through the night, until one thought emerged from the turmoil of his ideas, fashioned itself into a fact, and stood framed there before his eyes.  He held the future of Clarice in the hollow of his hand.  Her fate rested upon his decision, and he must decide.

Drake rose and walked out on to the balcony, as the dawn was breaking over London.  A white mist was crawling above the Thames; he could see a glimpse of the water here and there as the mist shredded.  He turned to the west and looked towards Westminster, recollecting how his name and purposes had centred there as though drawn by a magnet.  But in that clear morning light they seemed unreal and purposeless.  One immediate responsibility invaded him, and, contrasted with that, his ambitions dwindled into vanities.  He filled no place, he realised, which would be vacant unless he occupied it.  He had to decide for Clarice and solely for her.

Drake took up his hat and walked out of London to Elm Tree Hill.  There, gazing down upon its spires asparkle in the early sunlight, while the city gradually awoke and the hum of its stirring began to swell through the air, he came to his decision.  Clarice belonged to London; he did not.  In Matanga she would be content—­for how long?  The roughness, the absence of her kind and class, the makeshift air of transition, would soon destroy its charm of novelty.  Every instinct would draw her back to London, and the way would be barred, whilst for him Matanga was a province in which every capacity he possessed could find employment and exercise.  He would leave England for Matanga when this short session was over; he would resign his seat and settle there for good.  For if he stayed in London, every step which he took, every advance which he made, would only add to Clarice’s miseries.

Thus he decided, and walked back with his mind at rest, without regret for the loss of his ambitions, without, indeed, any real consciousness of the sacrifice which he had it in his thoughts to make.

Thus he decided, but as he left his office on the afternoon of the day whereon he was to make his speech in the House of Commons, Fielding rushed up to him with a copy of the Meteor.