‘Oh, of course,’ she agreed, and went on playing.
Drake was still holding the ring, and he said slowly:
’You remember that afternoon I told you about’—he hesitated for a second—’Gorley?’ Clarice looked up in surprise.
‘Yes,’ she said.
’You were wearing this ring. You hid your face in your hands. It was the last thing I saw of you.’
She lowered her eyes from his face, and said, with
a certain timidity,
‘He gave it to me.’
Drake started and leaned on the piano.
‘And you still wear it?’ he asked sharply.
She nodded, but without looking at him. Drake rose upright, straightening himself; for a moment or two he stood looking at her, and then he walked away towards the window. His hat was lying on a table close by it.
‘But I don’t think that I shall again,’ she murmured. She heard him turn quickly round and come back. He stood behind her; she could see his shadow thrown across the bar of sunlight on the carpet; but he did not speak. Clarice became anxious that he should, and yet afraid too. The music began to falter again; once she stopped completely, and let her fingers rest upon the keys, as though she had no power to lift them and continue. Then she struck a chord with a loud defiance. If only he would move, she thought—if only he would come round and stand in front of her! It would be so much easier to speak, to divert him. So long as he stood silent and motionless behind her, she felt, in a strange manner, at his mercy.
She rose from her seat suddenly, and confronted him. There was challenge in the movement, but none the less her eyes sought the ground, and, once face to face with him, she stood in an attitude of submission.
‘What does that mean?’ she heard him ask in a low voice. ’You won’t wear it again.’
She did not answer, but in spite of herself, against her will, she raised her eyes until they met his. She heard a cry, hoarse and passionate; she felt herself lifted, caught, and held against him. She saw his eyes above hers, burning into hers; she felt the pressure of two lips upon hers, and her own respond obediently.
‘Is it true?’ The words were whispered into her ear with an accent of wonder, almost of awe.
‘Yes,’ she whispered back, compelled to the answer, subservient to his touch, to his words, and, to the full, conscious of her subservience. She felt the big breath he drew in answering her monosyllable. He held her unresisting, passive in his arms, watching her cheeks fire. She realised, in a kind of detached way, that he was holding her so that the tips of her toes only touched the floor, and somehow that seemed of a piece with the rest. Then he set her down, and stood apart, keeping her hands. ’It’s funny,’ he said, ’how one goes on year after year, quite satisfied, knowing nothing of this, meaning not to know.’
She caught at the phrase and stammered, ‘Perhaps that was wise.’