of nobles is not dangerous. Only if encumbered
for more than two-thirds of their value, they are
to be assisted by loans. What good will a loan
do a bankrupt, who has it to repay! It is a mixture
of cowardice and shameless injustice such as I could
not have expected. Yesterday we had soft, warm
autumn weather, and I took a long walk in the Thiergarten,
by the same solitary paths which we used to traverse
together; I sat, too, on our bench near the swan-pond;
the young swans which were then still in their eggs
on the little island were now swimming vivaciously
about, fat, gray, and
blase, among the dirty
ducks, and the old ones sleepily laid their heads on
their backs. The handsome large maple standing
near the bridge has already leaves of a dark-red color;
I wished to send you one of them, but in my pocket
it has become so hard that it crumbles away; the gold-fish
pond is almost dried up; the lindens, the black alders,
and other delicate things bestrew the paths with their
yellow, rustling foliage, and the round chestnut-burrs
exhibit a medley of all shades of sombre and attractive
fall coloring. The promenade, with its morning
fogs among the trees, reminded me vividly of Kniephof,
the woodcock-hunt, the line of springes, and how everything
was so green and fresh when I used to walk there with
you, my darling. * * * On the 1st of October I shall
probably have to attend the celebration of the nine-hundredth
anniversary of the founding of the cathedral there,
to which the King is coming. For the 2d and the
following days I have been invited to go on a royal
hunt to the Falkenstein. I should be very glad
to shoot a deer in those woods which we and Mary saw
illuminated by the moon on that evening; but even
if matters in the Chamber should not prevent, I am
at a loss how to reconcile that with our journey, and
I feel as though I should steal my days from you by
going. * * * I am now going out to buy a waist, to
call on Rauch, and then again to the Thiergarten.
All love to father and mother, and may God preserve
you in the future as hitherto, my dearest.
Your most faithful v.B.
Berlin, Friday.
(Postmarked September 28, ’49.)
My Dear,—I have taken the apartment
in the Behrenstrasse; that on the Thiergarten is too
uncomfortable for you in going in and out in wet winter
weather. * * * It is better that I should procure and
arrange everything for you in advance; then you need
only alight here and sink into my open arms and on
a ready sofa; that would be so pretty; only come soon,
my beloved angel; today the weather is already bitter
cold, and write me exactly when I can come for you
to Z. Do not be offended, either, at my note of yesterday,
and do not think that you have offended me, but please
come quickly. I am not going to the Harz.
Much love. In great haste.
Your most faithful v.B.
Over the blue mountain,
Over the white sea-foam,
Come, thou beloved one,
Come to thy lonely home.