The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 67, May, 1863 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 299 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 67, May, 1863.

The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 67, May, 1863 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 299 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 67, May, 1863.

But whatever this cloud is, it now blinded and misguided me.  I quietly, very quietly, put away some little moneys that lay about,—­locked up nearly all my small stock of silver and my scanty jewelry,—­locked my bureau-drawers,—­counted unobtrusively the weekly proceeds of the washing,—­and was extremely watchful against the least alteration of my manner towards my poor pretty maid.

It might have been a week after this, when my husband said one morning that Bridget’s eyes were heavy, and she had moved with a start several times, as though she were half-asleep.  Now that he spoke, I saw it, and wondered that I had not seen it before; but I think some men notice things more quickly than women.  I asked the child if she were well.

“Yes, Ma’am,” she said, spiritlessly, “but my head aches.”

I observed her; and she dragged herself about with difficulty, and was painfully slow about her dishes.  At tea-time I made her lie down in my little back parlor and got the meal myself, and made her a nice cup of tea.  She slept a little, but grew flushed.  Next morning she was not fit to get up, but insisted that she was, and would not remain in bed.  But she ate nothing,—­indeed, for a day or two she had not eaten,—­and after breakfast she grew faint, and then more flushed than ever; seemed likely to have a hard run of fever; and I sent for my doctor,—­a homoeopath.

He came, saw, queried, and prescribed.  Doctor-like, he evaded my inquiry what was the matter, so that I saw it was a serious case.  On my intimating as much, he said, with sudden decision,—­

“I’ll tell you what, Madam.  She may be better by night.  If not, you’d better send for Bagford.  He might do better for her than I.”

I was extremely surprised, for Bagford is a vigorous allopath of the old school, drastic, bloody,—­and an uncompromising enemy of “that quack,” as he called my grave young friend.  I said as much.  Doctor Nash smiled.

“Oh, I don’t mind it, so long as the patients come to me.  I can very well afford to send him one now and then.  The fact is, the Irish must feel their medicine.  It’s quite often that a raking dose will cure ’em, not because it’s the right thing, but because it takes their imagination with it.  The Irish imagination goes with Bagford and against me; and the wrong medicine with the imagination is better than the right one against it.  I care more about curing this child than I do about him.  Besides,”—­and he grew grave,—­“it may be no great favor to him.”

I obliged him to tell me that he feared the attack would develop into brain-fever; and he said something was on the girl’s mind.  As soon as he was gone, I ran up to poor Bridget, whose sweet face and great brown eyes were kindled, in her increasing fever, into a hot, fearful beauty; and now I could see a steady, mournful, pained look contracting her mouth and lifting the delicate lines of her eyebrows.  Poor little girl!  I felt the same deep yearning

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