very small of course—he has not much, and
my sister has nothing—still it seems to
me that they will have enough to live prudently on,
and he looks out for a further appointment. Papa
’will never again let her name be mentioned
in his hearing,’ he
says, but we must
hope. The dreadful business passed off better
on the whole than poor Arabel expected, and things
are going on as quietly as usual in Wimpole Street
now. I feel deeply for
her, who in her
pure disinterestedness just pays the price and suffers
the loss. She represents herself, however, to
be relieved at the crisis being passed. I earnestly
hope for her sake that we may be able to get to England
this year—a sight of us will be some comfort.
Henrietta is to live at Taunton for the present, as
he has a military situation there, and they are preparing
for a round of visits among their many friends who
are anxious to have them previous to their settling.
All this, you see, will throw me back with papa, even
if I can be supposed to have gained half a step, and
I doubt it. Oh yes, dearest Miss Mitford.
I have indeed again and again thought of your ‘Emily,’
stripping the situation of ‘the favour and prettiness’
associated with that heroine. Wiedeman might
compete, though, in darlingness with the child, as
the poem shows him. Still, I can accept no omen.
My heart sinks when I dwell upon peculiarities difficult
to analyse. I love him very deeply. When
I write to him, I lay myself at his feet. Even
if I had gained half a step (and I doubt it, as I
said), see how I must be thrown back by the indisposition
to receive others. But I cannot write of this
subject. Let us change it....
Madame Ossoli sails for America in a few days, with
the hope of returning to Italy, and indeed I cannot
believe that her Roman husband will be easily naturalised
among the Yankees. A very interesting person
she is, far better than her writings—thoughtful,
spiritual in her habitual mode of mind; not only exalted,
but exaltee in her opinions, and yet calm in
manner. We shall be sorry to lose her. We
have lost, besides, our friends Mr. and Mrs. Ogilvy,
cultivated and refined people: they occupied
the floor above us the last winter, and at the Baths
of Lucca and Florence we have seen much of them for
a year past. She published some time since a volume
of ’Scottish Minstrelsy,’ graceful and
flowing, and aspires strenuously towards poetry; a
pretty woman with three pretty children, of quick
perceptions and active intelligence and sensibility.
They are upright, excellent people in various ways,
and it is a loss to us that they should have gone
to Naples now. Dearest friend, how your letter
delighted me with its happy account of your improved
strength. Take care of yourself, do, to lose
no ground. The power of walking must refresh
your spirits as well as widen your daily pleasures.
I am so glad. Thank God. We have heard from
Mr. Chorley, who seems to have received very partial