large panes of glass, frames and all. We were
terrified out of all propriety, and there has been
a dreadful calumny about Henrietta and me—that
we had the hall door open for the purpose of going
out into the street with our hair on end, if Bro had
not
encouraged us by shutting the door and
locking it. I confess to opening the door, but
deny the purpose of it—at least, maintain
that I only meant to keep in reserve a way of escape,
in case, as seemed probable, the whole house
was on its way to the ground. Indeed, we should
think much of the
mercy of the escape.
Bro had been on the staircase only five minutes before.
Sarah the housemaid was actually there. She looked
up accidentally and saw the nodding chimneys, and
ran down into the drawing-room to papa, shrieking,
but escaping with one graze of the hand from one brick.
How did
you fare in the wind? I never
much imagined before that anything so true to nature
as a real live storm could make itself heard in our
streets. But it has come too surely, and carried
away with it, besides our chimney, all that was left
to us of the country, in the shape of the Kensington
Garden trees. Now do write to me, dearest Mrs.
Martin, and soon, and tell me all you can of your
chances and mischances, and how Mr. Martin is getting
on with the parish, and yourself with the parishioners.
But you have more the name of living at Colwall than
the thing. You seem to me to lead a far more
wandering life than we, for all our homelessness and
‘pilgrim shoon.’ Why, you have been
in Ireland since I last said a word to you, even upon
paper....
I sometimes think that a pilgrim’s life is the
wisest—at least, the most congenial to
the ‘uses of this world.’ We give
our sympathies and associations to our hills and fields,
and then the providence of God gives them to
another, It is better, perhaps, to keep a stricter
identity, by calling only our thoughts our own.
Was there anybody in the world who ever loved London
for itself? Did Dr. Johnson, in his paradise
of Fleet Street, love the pavement and the walls?
I doubt that—whether I ought to do
so or not—though I don’t doubt at
all that one may be contented and happy here, and love
much in the place. But the place and the
privileges of it don’t mix together in one’s
love, as is done among the hills and by the seaside.
I or Henrietta must have told you that one of my privileges
has been to see Wordsworth twice. He was very
kind to me, and let me hear his conversation.
I went with him and Miss Mitford to Chiswick, and
thought all the way that I must certainly be dreaming.
I saw her almost every day of her week’s visit
to London (this was all long ago, while you were in
France); and she, who overflows with warm affections
and generous benevolences, showed me every present
and absent kindness, professing to love me, and asking
me to write to her. Her novel is to be published
soon after Christmas, and I believe a new tragedy