the lungs only; it draws you, raises you, excites
you. Mountain air without its keenness, sheathed
in Italian sunshine, think what that must be!
And the beauty and the solitude—for with
a few paces we get free of the habitations of men—all
is delightful to me. What is peculiarly beautiful
and wonderful is the variety of the shapes of the
mountains. They are a multitude, and yet there
is no likeness. None, except where the golden
mist comes and transfigures them into one glory.
For the rest, the mountain there wrapt in the chestnut
forest is not like that bare peak which tilts against
the sky, nor like that serpent twine of another which
seems to move and coil in the moving coiling shadow.
Oh, I wish you were here. You would enjoy the
shade of the chestnut trees, and the sound of the
waterfalls, and at nights seem to be living among the
stars; the fireflies are so thick, you would like that
too. We have subscribed to a French library where
there are scarcely any new books. I have read
Bernard’s ‘Gentilhomme Campagnard’
(see how arrieres we are in French literature!),
and thought it the dullest and worst of his books.
I wish I could see the ‘Memoirs of Louis Napoleon,’
but there is no chance of such good fortune.
All this egotism has been written with a heart full
of thoughts of you and anxieties for you. Do
write to me directly and say first how your precious
health is, and then that you have ceased to suffer
pain for your friends.... But your dear self
chiefly—how are you, my dearest Miss Mitford?
I do long so for good news of you. On our arrival
here Mr. Lever called on us. A most cordial vivacious
manner, a glowing countenance, with the animal spirits
somewhat predominant over the intellect, yet the intellect
by no means in default; you can’t help being
surprised into being pleased with him, whatever your
previous inclination may be. Natural too, and
a gentleman past mistake. His eldest daughter
is nearly grown up, and his youngest six months old.
He has children of every sort of intermediate age
almost, but he himself is young enough still.
Not the slightest Irish accent. He seems to have
spent nearly his whole life on the Continent and by
no means to be tired of it. Ah, dearest Miss
Mitford, hearts feel differently, adjust themselves
differently before the prick of sorrow, and I confess
I agree with Robert. There are places stained
with the blood of my heart for ever, and where I could
not bear to stand again. If duty called him to
New Cross it would be otherwise, but his sister is
rather inclined to come to us, I think, for a few
weeks in the autumn perhaps. Only these are scarcely
times for plans concerning foreign travel. It
is something to talk of. It has been a great
disappointment to me the not going to England this
year, but I could not run the risk of the bitter pain
to him. May God bless you from all pain!
Love me and write to me, who am ever and ever your
affectionate E.B.B.