gladness by my poor husband, and announcing the birth
of his child, reached her address. ‘It
would have made her heart bound,’ said her daughter
to us. Poor, tender heart, the last throb was
too near. The medical men would not allow the
news to be communicated. The next joy she felt
was to be in heaven itself. My husband has been
in the deepest anguish, and indeed, except for the
courageous consideration of his sister, who wrote two
letters of preparation saying that ‘she was not
well,’ and she ’was very ill,’ when
in fact all was over, I am frightened to think what
the result would have been to him. He has loved
his mother as such passionate natures only can love,
and I never saw a man so bowed down in an extremity
of sorrow—never. Even now the depression
is great, and sometimes when I leave him alone a little
and return to the room, I find him in tears.
I do earnestly wish to change the scene and air; but
where to go? England looks terrible now.
He says it would break his heart to see his mother’s
roses over the wall, and the place where she used
to lay her scissors and gloves. Which I understand
so thoroughly that I can’t say, ‘Let us
go to England.’ We must wait and see what
his father and sister will choose to do or choose us
to do, for of course a duty plainly seen would draw
us anywhere. My own dearest sisters will be painfully
disappointed by any change of plan, only they are
too good and kind not to understand the difficulty,
not to see the motive. So do you, I am
certain. It has been very very painful altogether,
this drawing together of life and death. Robert
was too enraptured at my safety, and with his little
son, and the sudden reaction was terrible. You
see how natural that was. How kind of you to
write that note to him full of affectionate expressions
towards me! Thank you, dearest friend. He
had begged my sisters to let you know of my welfare,
and I hope they did; and now it is my turn to know
of you, and so I do entreat you not to delay,
but to let me hear exactly how you are and what your
plans are for the summer. Do you think of Paris
seriously? Am I not a sceptic about your voyages
round the world? It’s about the only thing
that I don’t thoroughly believe you can
do. But (not to be impertinent) I want to hear
so much! I want first and chiefly to hear of
your health; and occupations next, and next your plans
for the summer. Louis Napoleon is astonishing
the world, you see, by his firmness and courage; and
though really I don’t make out the aim and end
of his French republicans in going to Rome to extinguish
the republic there, I wait before I swear at him for
it till my information becomes fuller. If they
have at Rome such a republic as we have had in Florence,
without a public, imposed by a few bawlers and brawlers
on many mutes and cowards, why, the sooner it goes
to pieces the better, of course. Probably the
French Government acts upon information. In any
case, if the Romans are in earnest they may resist