affection, the kindest words which can be written!
I cannot tell you all his inexpressible kindness to
us both. He justifies us to the uttermost, and,
in that, all the grateful attachment we had, each
on our side, so long professed towards him. Indeed,
in a note I had from him yesterday, he uses this strong
expression after gladly speaking of our successful
journey: ’I considered that you had perilled
your life upon this undertaking, and, reflecting
upon your last position, I thought that you had
done well.’ But my life was not perilled
in the journey. The agitation and fatigue were
evils, to be sure, and Mrs. Jameson, who met us in
Paris by a happy accident, thought me ‘looking
horribly ill’ at first, and persuaded us to
rest there for a week on the promise of accompanying
us herself to Pisa to help Robert to take care of me.
He, who was in a fit of terror about me, agreed at
once, and so she came with us, she and her young niece,
and her kindness leaves us both very grateful.
So kind she was, and is—for still she is
in Pisa—opening her arms to us and calling
us ‘children of light’ instead of ugly
names, and declaring that she should have been ‘proud’
to have had anything to do with our marriage.
Indeed, we hear every day kind speeches and messages
from people such as Mr. Chorley of the ‘Athenaeum,’
who ’has tears in his eyes,’ Monckton
Milnes, Barry Cornwall, and other friends of my husband’s,
but who only know me by my books, and I want
the love and sympathy of those who love me and whom
I love. I was talking of the influence of the
journey. The change of air has done me wonderful
good notwithstanding the fatigue, and I am renewed
to the point of being able to throw off most of my
invalid habits; and of walking quite like a woman.
Mrs. Jameson said the other day, ’You are not
improved, you are transformed.’
We have most comfortable rooms here at Pisa and have
taken them for six months, in the best situation for
health, and close to the Duomo and Leaning Tower.
It is a beautiful, solemn city, and we have made acquaintance
with Professor Ferucci, who is about to admit us to
[a sight][148] of the [University Lib]rary. We
shall certainly [spend] next summer in Italy somewhere,
and [talk] of Rome for the next winter, but, of course,
this is all in air. Let me hear
from you, dearest Mrs. Martin, and direct, ’M. Browning, Poste Restante, Pisa’—it is best. Just before we left Paris I wrote to my aunt Jane, and from Marseilles to Bummy, but from neither have I heard yet.
With best love to dearest Mr. Martin, ever both my dear kind friends,
Your affectionate and grateful
BA.
[Footnote 148: The original is torn here.]
To Miss Mitford[149] Moulins: October 2, 1846.