Henrietta and Arabel have a drawing master, and are
meditating soon beginning to sketch out of doors—that
is, if before the meditation is at an end we do not
leave Sidmouth. Our plans are quite uncertain;
and papa has not, I believe, made up his mind whether
or not to take this house on after the beginning of
next month; when our engagement with our present landlord
closes. If we do leave Sidmouth, you know as
well as I do where we shall go. Perhaps to Boulogne!
perhaps to the Swan River. The West Indians are
irreparably ruined if the Bill passes. Papa says
that in the case of its passing, nobody in his senses
would think of even attempting the culture of sugar,
and that they had better hang weights to the sides
of the island of Jamaica and sink it at once.
Don’t you think certain heads might be found
heavy enough for the purpose? No insinuation,
I assure you, against the Administration, in spite
of the dagger in their right hands. Mr. Atwood
seems to me a demi-god of ingratitude! So much
for the ‘fickle reek of popular breath’
to which men have erected their temple of the winds—who
would trust a feather to it? I am almost more
sorry for poor Lord Grey who is going to ruin us, than
for our poor selves who are going to be ruined.
You will hear that my ’Prometheus and other
Poems’ came into light a few weeks ago—a
fortnight ago, I think. I dare say I shall wish
it out of the light before I have done with it.
And I dare say Henrietta is wishing me anywhere, rather
than where I am. Certainly I have past
all
bounds. Do write soon, and tell us everything
about Mr. Martin and yourself. And ever believe
me, dearest Mrs. Martin,
Your affectionate
E.B. BARRETT.
[Footnote 18: Alfred, the fifth brother.]
To Mrs. Martin Sidmouth: September 7,
1833.
My dearest Mrs. Martin,—Are you a little
angry again? I do hope not. I should
have written long ago if it had not been for Henrietta;
and Henrietta would have written very lately if it
had not been for me: and we must beg of you to
forgive us both for the sake of each other. Thank
you for the kind letter which I have been so tardy
in thanking you for, but which was not, on that account,
the less gladly received. Do believe how much
it pleases me always to see and read dear Mrs.
Martin’s handwriting. But I must try to
tell you some less ancient truths. We are still
in the ruinous house. Without any poetical fiction,
the walls are too frail for even me, who enjoy
the situation in a most particularly particular manner,
to have any desire to pass the winter within them.
One wind we have had the privilege of hearing already;
and down came the tiles while we were at dinner, and
made us all think that down something else was coming.
We have had one chimney pulled down to prevent it
from tumbling down; and have received especial injunctions
from the bricklayers not to lean too much out of the
windows, for fear the walls should follow the destiny