“EUGENIA.

“P.S.—­You may at rimes be short of cash; I know you are very thoughtless in that respect.  A letter to the subjoined address will always be attended to, and enable you to command whatever may be necessary for your comfort.  Pride might induce you to reject this offer; but remember it is Eugenia that offers:  and if you love her as she thinks you do, you will accept it from her.”

Here was mystery and paradox in copious confusion.  “Obliged by circumstances to leave me—­to conceal the place of her retirement”—­yet commanding not only pecuniary resources for herself, but offering me any sum I might require!  I retired to my bed; but sleep forsook me, nor did I want it.  I had too much to think of, and no clue to solve my doubts.  I prayed to Heaven for her welfare, vowed eternal constancy, and at length fell asleep.  The next morning I took leave of my quondam associates, and returned to Portsmouth, neither wishing to see my father, my family, or even the sweet Emily.  It however occurred to me that the same agent who could advance money could forward a letter; and a letter I wrote, expressing all I felt.  No answer was returned; but as the letter never came back, I was convinced it was received, and occasionally sent others, the contents of which my readers will, no doubt, feel obliged to me for suppressing, love-letters being of all things in the world the most stupid, except to the parties concerned.

As I was not to see my Eugenia, I was delighted to hear that we were again to be sent on active service.  The Scheldt expedition was preparing, and our frigate was to be in the advance; but our gallant and favourite captain was not to go with us; an acting captain was appointed, and every exertion was used to have the ship ready.  The town in the meantime was as crowded with soldiers as Spithead and the harbour was with transports.  Late in July, we sailed, having two gunboats in tow, which we were ordered to man.  I applied for, and obtained the command of one of them, quite certain that I should see more service, and consequently have more amusement, than if I remained on board the frigate.  We convoyed forty or fifty transports, containing the cavalry, and brought them all safe to an anchor off Cadsand.

The weather was fine, and the water smooth; not a moment was lost in disembarking the troops and horses; and I do not recollect ever having seen, either before or since, a more pleasing sight.  The men were first sent on shore with their saddles and bridles:  the horses were then lowered into the water in running slings, which were slipped clear off them in a moment; and as soon as they found themselves free, they swam away for the shore, which they saluted with a loud neigh as soon as they landed.  In the space of a quarter of a mile we had three or four hundred horses in the water, all swimming for the shore at the same time; while their anxious riders stood on the beach waiting their arrival.  I never saw so novel or picturesque a sight.