“Mebbe I’m not so much Lassiter as I used to be.”

“What was it you said?  Habit of years is strong as life itself!  You can’t change the one habit—­the purpose of your life.  For you still pack those black guns!  You still nurse your passion for blood.”

A smile, like a shadow, flickered across his face.

“No.”

“Lassiter, I lied to you.  But I beg of you—­don’t you lie to me.  I’ve great respect for you.  I believe you’re softened toward most, perhaps all, my people except—­But when I speak of your purpose, your hate, your guns, I have only him in mind.  I don’t believe you’ve changed.”

For answer he unbuckled the heavy cartridge-belt, and laid it with the heavy, swing gun-sheaths in her lap.

“Lassiter!” Jane whispered, as she gazed from him to the black, cold guns.  Without them he appeared shorn of strength, defenseless, a smaller man.  Was she Delilah?  Swiftly, conscious of only one motive—­refusal to see this man called craven by his enemies—­she rose, and with blundering fingers buckled the belt round his waist where it belonged.

“Lassiter, I am a coward.”

“Come with me out of Utah—­where I can put away my guns an’ be a man,” he said.  “I reckon I’ll prove it to you then!  Come!  You’ve got Black Star back, an’ Night an’ Bells.  Let’s take the racers an’ little Fay, en’ race out of Utah.  The hosses an’ the child are all you have left.  Come!”

“No, no, Lassiter.  I’ll never leave Utah.  What would I do in the world with my broken fortunes and my broken heart?  Ill never leave these purple slopes I love so well.”

“I reckon I ought to ‘ve knowed that.  Presently you’ll be livin’ down here in a hovel, en’ presently Jane Withersteen will be a memory.  I only wanted to have a chance to show you how a man—­any man—­can be better ’n he was.  If we left Utah I could prove—­I reckon I could prove this thing you call love.  It’s strange, an’ hell an’ heaven at once, Jane Withersteen.  ’Pears to me that you’ve thrown away your big heart on love—­love of religion an’ duty an’ churchmen, an’ riders an’ poor families an’ poor children!  Yet you can’t see what love is—­how it changes a person!...Listen, an’ in tellin’ you Milly Erne’s story I’ll show you how love changed her.

“Milly an’ me was children when our family moved from Missouri to Texas, an’ we growed up in Texas ways same as if we’d been born there.  We had been poor, an’ there we prospered.  In time the little village where we went became a town, an’ strangers an’ new families kept movin’ in.  Milly was the belle them days.  I can see her now, a little girl no bigger ‘n a bird, an’ as pretty.  She had the finest eyes, dark blue-black when she was excited, an’ beautiful all the time.  You remember Milly’s eyes!  An’ she had light-brown hair with streaks of gold, an’ a mouth that every feller wanted to kiss.