When he first called I was out, and last night he called again. As Mrs. Mundy, with his coat and hat, closed the door behind her, he held out his hand.
“Well?” He looked at me, but in his eyes was no smiling.
“Well?” I shook hands and smiled.
For a half-moment we said nothing, and frowningly he turned away. Always he radiated the security that comes of fixed position, a past without challenge, a future provided for; but tonight I was conscious only of the quiet excellence of his clothes, his physical well-being, the unescapableness of his eyes, and the cut of his chin. He is a most determined person. So am I—which perhaps accounts for our rather stormy friendship.
“Don’t you think I have a very nice home?” I took my seat in a corner of the big chintz-covered sofa in front of the fire and close to the long table with its lighted lamp and books and magazines, and motioned him to sit down. “I’m entirely fixed. I hope you like this room. I love it. I’ve never had one of my very own before.”
“It’s very pretty.”
Selwyn took his seat without looking around. He did not know whether it was pretty or not. He was not at all interested in the room.
For a moment he looked at me with eyes narrowed and his forehead ridged in tiny, perpendicular folds. Presently he leaned forward, his hands between his knees and fingers interlocked.
“How long do you propose to stay down here?” he asked.
“I really do not know. I thought you were going to congratulate me upon living the life I want to live.”
“I do. Until you get this thing out of your system—”
“What thing?” I, too, leaned forward. The tone of his voice made something in me flare. “What thing?” I repeated.
Selwyn’s shoulders shrugged slightly. He sat up, then leaned back, his hands in his pockets. “Why discuss it? You’ve long wanted to do something of this sort. Until it was done you would never be content. What you want to do, I doubt if you know yourself. Are you slumming? Uplifting?”
“I am not. I’m neither a slummer nor an uplifter. A slummer helps. I’m just looking on.” I threw the cushion behind me to the other end of the sofa. “I thought it might be interesting to see for myself some of the causes which produce conditions. I’ve read a good deal, but one doesn’t exactly sense things by reading. I want to see.”
“And after you see?” Selwyn made an impatient movement with his hand. “A thousand years from now humanity may get results from scientific management in social organization, but most of your present-day methods are about as practical as trying to empty the ocean with a teaspoon or to pick a posy out of swamp grass.”
“What do you know of present-day methods?”
“Very little. Beating the air doesn’t interest me. Most people seem to forget the processes of nature; seem to imagine that certain things can be brought to pass quickly which can only be accomplished slowly. From the first struggle of the human race to stand upright, to articulate, to find food, to strike fire, to paddle in water, to wear covering, to forage, explore— What is the matter?”