Pamela, Volume II eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 779 pages of information about Pamela, Volume II.

Pamela, Volume II eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 779 pages of information about Pamela, Volume II.

He hoped, he said, he might trust to my discretion, that I would not let Mr. B. know from whom I had the information:  that, indeed, his motive in mentioning it was self-interest; having presumed to make some overture of an honourable nature to the Countess, in his own behalf; which had been rejected since that masquerade night:  and he hoped the prudent use I would make of the intimation, might somehow be a means to break off that correspondence, before it was attended with bad consequences.

I told him coldly, though it stung me to the heart, that I was fully assured of Mr. B.’s honour; and was sorry he, Mr. Turner, had so bad an opinion of a lady to whom he professed so high a consideration.  And rising up—­“Will you excuse me, Sir, that I cannot attend at all to such a subject as this?  I think I ought not:  and so must withdraw.”

“Only, Madam, one word.”  He offered to take my hand, but I would not permit it.  He then swore a great oath, that he had told me his true and only motive; that letters had passed between the Countess and Mr. B., adding, “But I beg you’ll keep it within your own breast; else, from two such hasty spirits as his and mine, it might be attended with still worse consequences.”

“I will never.  Sir, enter into a subject that is not proper to be communicated every tittle of it to Mr. B.; and this must be my excuse for withdrawing.”  And away I went from him.

Your ladyship will judge with how uneasy a heart; which became more so, when I sat down to reflect upon what he had told me.  But I was resolved to give it as little credit as I could, or that any thing would come of it, till Mr. B.’s own behaviour should convince me, to my affliction, that I had some reason to be alarmed:  so I opened not my lips about it, not even to Mrs. Jervis.

At Mr. B.’s return, I received him in my usual affectionate and unreserved manner:  and he behaved himself to me with his accustomed goodness and kindness:  or, at least, with so little difference, that had not Mr. Turner’s officiousness made me more watchful, I should not have perceived it.

But next day a letter was brought by a footman for Mr. B. He was out:  so John gave it to me.  The superscription was a lady’s writing:  the seal, the Dowager Lady’s, with a coronet.  This gave me great uneasiness; and when Mr. B. came in, I said, “Here is a letter for you.  Sir; and from a lady too!”

“What then,” said he, with quickness.

I was baulked, and withdrew.  For I saw him turn the seal about and about, as if he would see whether I had endeavoured to look into it.

He needed not to have been so afraid; for I would not have done such a thing had I known my life was to depend upon it.  I went up, and could not help weeping at his quick answer; yet I did my endeavour to hide it, when he came up.

“Was not my girl a little inquisitive upon me just now?”

“I spoke pleasantly.  Sir—­But you were very quick on your girl.”

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