of the soil; my father was sent away upon some mission;
and, during his absence, my mother, flattered by the
attentions, and won by the assiduities, of this nobleman,
yielded to his wishes. It so happened that my
father returned very unexpectedly, and discovered
the intrigue. The evidence of my mother’s
shame was positive: he surprised her in the company
of her seducer! Carried away by the impetuosity
of his feelings, he watched the opportunity of a meeting
taking place between them, and murdered both his wife
and her seducer. Conscious that, as a serf, not
even the provocation which he had received would be
allowed as a justification of his conduct, he hastily
collected together what money he could lay his hands
upon, and, as we were then in the depth of winter,
he put his horses to the sleigh, and taking his children
with him, he set off in the middle of the night, and
was far away before the tragical circumstance had
transpired. Aware that he would be pursued, and
that he had no chance of escape if he remained in
any portion of his native country (in which the authorities
could lay hold of him), he continued his flight without
intermission until he had buried himself in the intricacies
and seclusion of the Hartz Mountains. Of course,
all that I have now told you I learned afterwards.
My oldest recollections are knit to a rude, yet comfortable
cottage, in which I lived with my father, brother,
and sister. It was on the confines of one of those
vast forests which cover the northern part of Germany;
around it were a few acres of ground, which, during
the summer months, my father cultivated, and which,
though they yielded a doubtful harvest, were sufficient
for our support. In the winter we remained much
in doors, for, as my father followed the chase, we
were left alone, and the wolves, during that season,
incessantly prowled about. My father had purchased
the cottage, and land about it, of one of the rude
foresters, who gain their livelihood partly by hunting,
and partly by burning charcoal, for the purpose of
smelting the ore from the neighbouring mines; it was
distant about two miles from any other habitation.
I can call to mind the whole landscape now: the
tall pines which rose up on the mountain above us,
and the wide expanse of forest beneath, on the topmost
boughs and heads of whose trees we looked down from
our cottage, as the mountain below us rapidly descended
into the distant valley. In summertime the prospect
was beautiful; but during the severe winter, a more
desolate scene could not well be imagined.
“I said that, in the winter, my father occupied himself with the chase; every day he left us, and often would he lock the door, that we might not leave the cottage. He had no one to assist him, or to take care of us—indeed, it was not easy to find a female servant who would live in such a solitude; but, could he have found one, my father would not have received her, for he had imbibed a horror of the sex, as the difference of his conduct towards