“Yes, she laughed too for joy at everything—the children, and the rags, and the draughty hut, and all. And I was so astounded I didn’t know where to look. Happy—in all that misery and wretchedness! Were they so utterly without feeling, then, that they could not cry? But now I understand it all. I know what made those poor folk happy in it all: they had found that thing we spoke of—the great secret. And it made the hut a palace for them, and the ragged children as dear as those of any king and queen—yes, they were happy.”
The two sat in silence for a while. Olof felt a slight thrill pass through the girl’s body to his own.
“I see it now,” said the girl at last. “A little while ago I could not see what it was that made life so deep and wonderful. And do you know, Olof—I should like to be just such a poor woman as that—frost on the windows and rags for a bed, but ... but....” Bright tears shone in her eyes.
“But—what?” he asked tenderly, taking her head in his hands.
“But with the one I loved—to be mine—all mine, for ever!” she answered, looking straight into his eyes.
Olof started. It was as if something had come between them, something restless and ill-boding that broke the soft swell of the waves on which they drifted happily—something, he knew not what, that made its presence felt.
“Or—not that perhaps—but to have something of his—something he had given me—to lie beside me in a bed of rags and smile,” said the girl. And laying her head in his lap she clung to him as if her body had been one with his.
* * * * *
The lamp was lit, and a little fire was burning on the hearth. The girl sat on the floor, as was her way, holding her lover’s feet in her lap—wrapped in her apron, as if they were her own.
“Go on working—I won’t disturb you,” she said, “only sit here and warm your feet and look at you.”
Olof gave her a quick, warm glance, and turned to his work again.
“Olof,” said the girl, after a pause, “what shall I have to hold in my lap when you are gone?”
She looked up at him helplessly, as if he alone could aid her.
Olof made a movement of impatience, as if he had made an error in his reckoning that was hard to put right.
“Nothing, I suppose,” he said at last, trying to speak lightly. “You had nothing before, you know.”
“Ah, but that was different. Now, I must have something.”
There was a strange ring in her voice—the young man laid down his pen and sat staring into the fire. It was like talking to a child—a queer child, full of feeling, knowing and imagining more than its elders often did. But still and for ever a child, asking simple questions now that were hard to answer without hurt.
The girl watched him anxiously.
“Don’t be angry, Olof,” she said entreatingly. “It’s very silly of me, I know. Go on with your work, and don’t bother about me. Do—or I shall be so sorry.”