and there was no meaningless bric-a-brac, nor other
objects of suspected beauty to distract attention.
As you enter the house, the library occupies the large
right-hand corner room. It was simple to the verge
of austerity, and the farthest possible removed from
a “collection.” There was no effort
at arrangement—they were just books, for
use and for their own sake. The portfolio of
fugitive notes and possible material for future use
was interesting, suggesting the source of much that
went to make up those fascinating essays where the
“thoughts” often made no pretense at sequence,
but rested in peaceful unregulated proximity, like
eggs in a nest. Here is a sentence that evidently
didn’t quite satisfy him, an uncertain mark
of erasure leaving the approved portion in doubt:
“Read proudly. Put the duty of being read
invariably on the author. If he is not read,
whose fault is it? I am quite ready to be charmed—but
I shall not make believe I am charmed.”
Dear man! he never would “make believe.”
Transparent, sincere soul, how he puts to shame all
affectation and pretense! Mr. Jackson says his
townsmen found it hard to realize that he was great.
They always thought of him as the kindly neighbor.
One old farmer told of his experience in driving home
a load of hay. He was approaching a gate and
was just preparing to climb down to open it, when
an old gentleman nimbly ran ahead and opened it for
him. It was Emerson, who apparently never gave
it a second thought. It was simply the natural
thing for him to do.
Walden Pond is some little distance from the Emerson
home, and the time at our disposal did not permit
a visit. But we had seen enough and felt enough
to leave a memory of rare enjoyment to the credit of
that precious day in Concord.
FIVE DAYS
There are several degrees of rest, and there are many
ways of resting. What is rest to one person might
be an intolerable bore to another, but when one finds
the ultimate he is never after in doubt. He knows
what is, to him, the real thing. The effect
of a sufficient season, say five days, to one who
had managed to find very little for a disgracefully
long time, is not easy to describe, but very agreeable
to feel.
My friend [Footnote: Horace Davis] has a novel
retreat. He is fond of nature as manifested in
the growth of trees and plants, and some seventeen
years ago he bought a few acres, mostly of woods, in
the Santa Cruz Mountains. There was a small orchard,
a few acres of hillside hayfield, and a little good
land where garden things would grow.