the quiet water. There had been rain, torrential
rain, just before the Sarratts arrived, so that the
river was full and noisy, and all the little becks
clattering down the fell, in their haste to reach
the lake, were boasting to the summer air, as though
in forty-eight hours of rainlessness they would not
be as dry and dumb as ever again. The air was
fresh, in spite of the Midsummer sun, and youth and
health danced in the veins of the lovers. And
yet not without a touch of something feverish, something
abnormal, because of that day—that shrouded
day—standing sentinel at the end of the
week. They never spoke of it, but they never
forgot it. It entered into each clinging grasp
he gave her hand as he helped her up or down some steep
or rugged bit of path—into the lingering
look of her brown eyes, which thanked him, smiling—into
the moments of silence, when they rested amid the
springing bracken, and the whole scene of mountain,
cloud and water spoke with that sudden tragic note
of all supreme beauty, in a world of ‘brittleness.’
But they were not often silent. There was so much
to say. They were still exploring each other,
after the hurry of their marriage, and short engagement.
For a time she chattered to him about her own early
life—their old red-brick house in a Manchester
suburb, with its good-sized rooms, its mahogany doors,
its garden, in which her father used to work—his
only pleasure, after his wife’s death, besides
‘the concerts’—’You know
we’ve awfully good music in Manchester!’
As for her own scattered and scanty education, she
had begun to speak of it almost with bitterness.
George’s talk and recollections betrayed quite
unconsciously the standards of the academic or highly-trained
professional class to which all his father’s
kindred belonged; and his only sister, a remarkably
gifted girl, who had died of pneumonia at eighteen,
just as she was going to Girton, seemed to Nelly, when
he occasionally described or referred to her, a miracle—a
terrifying miracle—of learning and accomplishment.
Once indeed, she broke out in distress:—’Oh,
George, I don’t know anything! Why wasn’t
I sent to school! We had a wretched little governess
who taught us nothing. And then I’m lazy—I
never was ambitious—like Bridget.
Do you mind that I’m so stupid—do
you mind?’
And she laid her hands on his knee, as they sat together
among the fern, while her eyes searched his face in
a real anxiety.
What joy it was to laugh at her—to tease
her!
’How stupid are you, darling? Tell
me, exactly. It is of course a terrible business.
If I’d only known—’
But she would be serious.
’I don’t know any languages, George!
Just a little French—but you’d be
ashamed if you heard me talking it. As to history—don’t
ask!’ She shrugged her shoulders despairingly.
Then her face brightened. ’But there’s
something! I do love poetry—I’ve
read a lot of poetry.’
‘That’s all right—so have I,’
he said, promptly.