rise. His followers round him, in a circle gathered,
sigh dolefully: “The eye of the world is
now put out!” The wind is hushed, the forest
streams are silent, no voice is heard of bird or beast.
The trees sweat out large flowing drops, flowers and
leaves out of season singly fall, whilst men and Devas,
not yet free from desire, are filled with overwhelming
fear. Thus were they like men wandering through
the arid desert, the road full dangerous, who fail
to reach the longed-for hamlet; full of fear they go
on still, dreading they might not find it, their heart
borne down with fear they faint and droop. And
now Tathagata, aroused from sleep, addressed Ananda
thus: “Go! tell the Mallas, the time of
my decease is come; they, if they see me not, will
ever grieve and suffer deep regret.” Ananda
listening to the bidding of his master, weeping went
along the road. And then he told those Mallas
all—“The lord is near to death.”
The Mallas hearing it, were filled with great, excessive
grief. The men and women hurrying forth, bewailing
as they went, came to the spot where Buddha was; with
garments torn and hair dishevelled, covered with dust
and sweat they came. With piteous cries they reached
the grove, as when a Deva’s day of merit comes
to an end, so did they bow weeping and adoring at
the feet of Buddha, grieving to behold his failing
strength. Tathagata, composed and quiet, spake:
“Grieve not! the time is one for joy; no call
for sorrow or for anguish here; that which for ages
I have aimed at, now am I just about to obtain; delivered
now from the narrow bounds of sense, I go to the place
of never-ending rest and peace. I leave these
things, earth, water, fire, and air, to rest secure
where neither birth nor death can come. Eternally
delivered there from grief, oh! tell me! why should
I be sorrowful? Of yore on Sirsha’s mount,
I longed to rid me of this body, but to fulfil my destiny
I have remained till now with men in the world; I
have kept this sickly, crumbling body, as dwelling
with a poisonous snake; but now I am come to the great
resting-place, all springs of sorrow now forever stopped.
No more shall I receive a body, all future sorrow
now forever done away; it is not meet for you, on
my account, for evermore, to encourage any anxious
fear.”
The Mallas hearing Buddha’s words, that he was
now about to die, their minds confused, their eyes
bedimmed, as if they saw before them nought but blackness,
with hands conjoined, spake thus to Buddha: “Buddha
is leaving now the pain of birth and death, and entering
on the eternal joy of rest; doubtless we ought to
rejoice thereat. Even as when a house is burnt
a man rejoices if his friends are saved from out the
flames; the gods! perhaps they rejoice—then
how much more should men! But—when
Tathagata has gone and living things no more may see
him, eternally cut off from safety and deliverance—in
thought of this we grieve and sorrow. Like as
a band of merchants crossing with careful steps a
desert, with only a single guide, suddenly he dies!
Those merchants now without a protector, how can they
but lament! The present age, coming to know their
true case, has found the omniscient, and looked to
him, but yet has not obtained the final conquest;
how will the world deride! Even as it would laugh
at one who, walking o’er a mountain full of treasure,
yet ignorant thereof, hugs still the pain of poverty.”