a momentary taste of pleasure here, a dreary length
of suffering there. A laugh or joke because of
others’ pain, a crying out and weeping now at
punishment received. Surely if living creatures
saw the consequence of all their evil deeds, self-visited,
with hatred would they turn and leave them, fearing
the ruin following—the blood and death.
He saw, moreover, all the fruits of birth as beasts,
each deed entailing its own return; and when death
ensues born in some other form (beast shape), different
in kind according to the deeds. Some doomed to
die for the sake of skin or flesh, some for their
horns or hair or bones or wings; others torn or killed
in mutual conflict, friend or relative before, contending
thus; some burdened with loads or dragging heavy weights,
others pierced and urged on by pricking goads.
Blood flowing down their tortured forms, parched and
hungry—no relief afforded; then, turning
round, he saw one with the other struggling, possessed
of no independent strength. Flying through air
or sunk in deep water, yet no place as a refuge left
from death. He saw, moreover, those, misers and
covetous, born now as hungry ghosts; vast bodies like
the towering mountain, with mouths as small as any
needle-tube, hungry and thirsty, nought but fire and
poisoned flame to enwrap their burning forms within.
Covetous, they would not give to those who sought,
or duped the man who gave in charity, now born among
the famished ghosts, they seek for food, but cannot
find withal. The refuse of the unclean man they
fain would eat, but this is changed and lost before
it can be eaten. Oh! if a man believes that covetousness
is thus repaid, as in their case, would he not give
his very flesh in charity even as Sivi raga did!
Then, once more he saw, those reborn as men, with
bodies like some foul sewer, ever moving ’midst
the direst sufferings, born from the womb to fear
and trembling, with body tender, touching anything
its feelings painful, as if cut with knives. Whilst
born in this condition, no moment free from chance
of death, labor, and sorrow, yet seeking birth again,
and being born again, enduring pain. Then he
saw those who by a higher merit were enjoying heaven;
a thirst for love ever consuming them, their merit
ended with the end of life, the five signs warning
them of death. Just as the blossom that decays,
withering away, is robbed of all its shining tints;
not all their associates, living still, though grieving,
can avail to save the rest. The palaces and joyous
precincts empty now, the Devis all alone and desolate,
sitting or asleep upon the dusty earth, weep bitterly
in recollection of their loves. Those who are
born, sad in decay; those who are dead, beloved, cause
of grief; thus ever struggling on, preparing future
pain, covetous they seek the joys of heaven, obtaining
which, these sorrows come apace; despicable joys!
oh, who would covet them! using such mighty efforts
to obtain, and yet unable thence to banish pain.
Alas, alas! these Devas, too, alike deceived—no