be a king! Make then no plan or crafty expedient,
to lead me back to the five desires; what my heart
prays for, is some quiet place and freedom; but you
desire to entangle me in relationships and duties,
and destroy the completion of what I seek; I am in
no fear of family hatred, nor do I seek the joys of
heaven; my heart hankers after no vulgar profit, so
I have put away my royal diadem; and contrary to your
way of thinking, I prefer, henceforth, no more to
rule. A hare rescued from the serpent’s
mouth, would it go back again to be devoured? holding
a torch and burning himself, would not a man let it
go? A man blind and recovering his sight, would
he again seek to be in darkness? the rich, does he
sigh for poverty? the wise, does he long to be ignorant?
Has the world such men as these? then will I again
enjoy my country. But I desire to get rid of
birth, old age, and death, with body restrained, to
beg my food; with appetites moderated, to keep in
my retreat; and then to avoid the evil modes of a
future life, this is to find peace in two worlds:
now then I pray you pity me not. Pity, rather,
those who rule as kings! their souls ever vacant and
athirst, in the present world no repose, hereafter
receiving pain as their meed. You, who possess
a distinguished family name, and the reverence due
to a great master, would generously share your dignity
with me, your worldly pleasures and amusements; I,
too, in return, for your sake, beseech you to share
my reward with me; he who indulges in the threefold
kinds of pleasure, this man the world calls ‘Lord,’
but this is not according to reason either, because
these things cannot be retained, but where there is
no birth, or life, or death, he who exercises himself
in this way, is Lord indeed! You say that while
young a man should be gay, and when old then religious,
but I regard the feebleness of age as bringing with
it loss of power to be religious, unlike the firmness
and power of youth, the will determined and the heart
established; but death as a robber with a drawn sword
follows us all, desiring to catch his prey; how then
should we wait for old age, ere we bring our mind
to a religious life? Inconstancy is the great
hunter, age his bow, disease his arrows, in the fields
of life and death he hunts for living things as for
the deer; when he can get his opportunity, he takes
our life; who then would wait for age? And what
the teachers say and do, with reference to matters
connected with life and death, exhorting the young,
mature, or middle-aged, all to contrive by any means,
to prepare vast meetings for sacrifices, this they
do indeed of their own ignorance; better far to reverence
the true law, and put an end to sacrifice to appease
the gods! Destroying life to gain religious merit,
what love can such a man possess? even if the reward
of such sacrifices were lasting, even for this, slaughter
would be unseemly; how much more, when the reward
is transient! Shall we, in search of this, slay
that which lives, in worship? this is like those who