leave your home, this is not according to duty; it
is wrong, surely, to disregard father and mother—we
cannot speak of such a thing with propriety!
Gotami, too, who has nourished you so long, fed you
with milk when a helpless child, such love as hers
cannot easily be forgotten; it is impossible surely
to turn the back on a benefactor; the highly gifted
virtuous mother of a child, is ever respected by the
most distinguished families; to inherit distinction
and then to turn round, is not the mark of a distinguished
man. The illustrious child of Yasodhara, who
has inherited a kingdom, rightly governed, his years
now gradually ripening, should not thus go away from
and forsake his home; but though he has gone away
from his royal father, and forsaken his family and
his kin, forbid it he should still drive me away, let
me not depart from the feet of my master; my heart
is bound to thee, as the heat is bound up in the boiling
water. I cannot return without thee to my country;
to return and leave the prince thus, in the midst of
the solitude of the desert, then should I be like
Sumanta, who left and forsook Rama; and now if I return
alone to the palace, what words can I address to the
king? How can I reply to the reproaches of all
the dwellers in the palace with suitable words?
Therefore let the prince rather tell me, how I may
truly describe, and with what device, the disfigured
body, and the merit-seeking condition of the hermit!
I am full of fear and alarm, my tongue can utter no
words; tell me then what words to speak; but who is
there in the empire will believe me? If I say
that the moon’s rays are scorching, there are
men, perhaps, who may believe me; but they will not
believe that the prince, in his conduct, will act
without piety; for the prince’s heart is sincere
and refined, always actuated with pity and love to
men. To be deeply affected with love, and yet
to forsake the object of love, this surely is opposed
to a constant mind. O then, for pity’s
sake! return to your home, and thus appease my foolish
longings.”
The prince having listened to Kandaka, pitying his
grief expressed in so many words, with heart resolved
and strong in its determination, spoke thus to him
once more, and said: “Why thus on my account
do you feel the pain of separation? you should overcome
this sorrowful mood, it is for you to comfort yourself;
all creatures, each in its way, foolishly arguing
that all things are constant, would influence me to-day
not to forsake my kin and relatives; but when dead
and come to be a ghost, how then, let them say, can
I be kept? My loving mother when she bore me,
with deep affection painfully carried me, and then
when born she died, not permitted to nourish me.
One alive, the other dead, gone by different roads,
where now shall she be found? Like as in a wilderness,
on some high tree, all the birds living with their
mates assemble in the evening and at dawn disperse,
so are the separations of the world; the floating