so, Master? Thy question is no better than Salome’s,
Jesus answered, who sees Paradise ranged with chairs.
Then everyone wondered if there were no chairs nor
apricots in Paradise of what good would Paradise be
to them; and were dissatisfied with the answer that
Jesus gave to them, that the soul is satisfied in
the love of God as the flower in the sun. But
with this answer they had to content themselves, for
so dark was his face that none dared to ask another
question till Matthew said: Master, we would
understand thee fairly. If there be no chairs
nor apricots in Paradise there cannot be a temple
wherein to worship God. To which Jesus answered:
God hath no need of temples in Paradise, nor has he
need of any temple except the human heart wherein
he dwells. It is not with incense nor the blood
of sheep and rams that God is worshipped, but in the
heart and with silent prayers unknown to all but God
himself, who knows all things. And the day is
coming, I say unto you, when the Son of Man shall
return with his Father to remake this world afresh,
but before that time comes you would do well to learn
to love God in your hearts, else all my teaching is
vainer than any of the things in this world that ye
are accustomed to look upon as vain. Upon this
he took them to a mountain-side where the rock was
crumbling, and he said: you see this crumbling
rock? Once it held together, now it is falling
into sand, but it shall be built up into rock again,
and again it shall crumble into sand. At which
they drew together silent with wonder, each fearing
to ask the other if the Master were mad, for though
they could see that the rock might drift into sand,
they could not see how sand might be built up again
into rock.
Master, how shall we know thee when thou returnest
to us? Wilt thou be changed as the rock changes?
Wilt thou be sand or rock? It was Andrew that
had spoken; and Philip answered him that the Master
will return in a chariot of fire, for he was angry
that a fellow of Andrew’s stupidity should put
questions to Jesus whether they were wise or foolish;
but could they be aught else than foolish coming from
him? Andrew, persisting, replied: but we
may not be within sight of the Master when he steps
out of his chariot of fire, and we are only asking
for a token whereby we may know him from his Father.
My Father and thy Father, Andrew, Jesus answered,
the Father of all that has lived, that lives, and
that shall live in the world; and the law over the
rock that crumbles into sand and the sand that is
built up into rock again, was in that rock before
Abraham was, and will abide in it and in the flower
that grows under the rock till time everlasting.
But, Master, wilt thou tell us if the rock we are
looking upon was sand or rock in the time of Abraham?
Philip asked, and Jesus answered him: my words
are not then plain, that before that rock was and
before the sand out of which the rock was built, was
God’s love—that which binds and unbinds
enduring always though the rock pass into sand and
the sand into rock a thousand times.