disciples were half way up the principal street at
a turning whither their way led through the town by
olive garths and orchards, and finding a path through
these they came upon green corn sown in patches just
beginning to show above ground, and the fringe of the
wood higher up the hillside—some grey bushes
with young oaks starting through them, still bare
of leaves, ferns beginning to mark green lanes into
the heart of the woods, and certain dark wet places
where the insects had already begun to hum. But
when the wood opened out the birds were talking to
one another, blackbird to blackbird, thrush to thrush,
robin to robin, kin understanding kin, and every bird
uttering vain jargon to them that did not wear the
same beak and feathers, just like ourselves, Joseph
said to himself and he stood stark before a hollow
into which he remembered having once been forbidden
to stray lest a wolf should pounce upon him suddenly.
Now he was a man, he was among men, and all had staves
in their hands, and the thoughts of wolves departed
at the sight of a wild fruit tree before which Jesus
stopped, and calling John and James to him, as if
he had forgotten Peter, he said: you see that
tree covered with beautiful blossoms, but the harsh
wind which is now blowing along the hillside will
bear many of the blossoms away before the fruit begins
to gather. And the birds will come and destroy
many a berry before the plucker comes to pick the
few that remain for the table. How many of you
that are gathered about me now——
He stopped suddenly, and his eyes falling on John
he addressed his question directly to him as if he
doubted that Peter would apprehend the significance
of the parable. But Joseph, whom it touched to
the quick, was moved to cry out, Master, I understand;
restraining himself, however, or his natural diffidence
restraining him, he could only ask Peter to ask Jesus
for another parable. Peter reproved Joseph, saying
that it were not well to ask anything from the Master
at present, but that his mood might improve during
the course of the afternoon. Thomas, who did not
know the Master as well as Peter, could not keep back
the question that rose to his lips. Our trade,
he said, is in apricots, but is it the same with men
as with the apricots, or shall we live to see the
fruit that thou hast promised us come to table?
Whereupon James and John began to ask which were the
blossoms among them that would be eaten by the birds
and insects and which would wither in the branches.
Shall I feed the insects, Master? Matthew asked,
or shall I be eaten by the birds? A question
that seemed to everyone so stupid that none was surprised
that Jesus did not answer it, but turning to Philip
he asked him: canst thou not, Philip, divine
my meaning? But Philip, though pleased to come
under the Master’s notice, was frightened, and
could think of no better answer than that the apricots
they would eat in Paradise would be better. For
there are no harsh winds in Paradise, isn’t that