began to diverge from it, mixing up the story with
many admonitions and philosophical reflections, very
wise and salutary, but not what Joseph cared to hear
at that moment. He was in no wise interested
at that moment to hear that he had done well in testing
all the different sects of the Jews, and though the
Essenes were certainly the most learned, they did
not possess the whole truth. With a determination
that was impossible to oppose, Mathias said: the
whole truth is not to be found, even among the Essenes,
and, my good friend, I would not encourage in you
a hope that you may be permitted ever during your
mortal life to discover the whole truth. It exists
not in any created thing: but glimpses of the
light are often detected, now here, now there, shining
through a clouded vase. But the simile, he added,
of the clouded vase gives rise to the thought that
the light resides within the vase: the very contrary
of which is the case. For there is no light in
the vase itself: the light shines from beyond
the skies, and I should therefore have compared man
to a crystal itself that catches the light so well
that it seems to our eyes to be the source of light,
which is not true in principle or in fact, for in
the darkness a crystal is as dark as any other stone.
In such part do I explain the meaning that the wicked
man, having no divine irradiation, is without instruction
of God and knowledge of God’s creations; he
is as a fugitive from the divine company, and cannot
do else than hold that everything is created from
the world to be again dissolved into the world.
And being no better than a follower of Heraclitus—But
who is Heraclitus? Joseph asked.
A clouded face was turned upon Joseph, and for some
moments the sage could not collect his thoughts sufficiently
to answer him. Who is Heraclitus? he repeated,
and then, with a general interest in his pupil, he
ran off a concise exposition of that philosopher’s
doctrine—a mistake on his part, as he was
quick enough to admit to himself; for though he reduced
his statement to the lowest limits, it awakened in
Joseph an interest so lively that he felt himself obliged
to expose this philosopher’s fallacies; and
in doing this he was drawn away from his subject,
which was unfortunate. The hour was near by when
the Essenes would, according to rule, retire to their
cells for meditation, and—foreseeing that
he could not rid himself of the burden which Joseph’s
question imposed upon him—he abandoned Heraclitus
in a last refutation, to warn Joseph that he must
not resume his questions.
But if I do not ask at once, my chance is gone for
ever; for your discourse is like the clouds, always
taking new shapes, Joseph pleaded. In dread lest
all be forgotten, I repeat to myself what you have
said, and so lose a great deal for a certain remembrance.