thinking that something more than a miracle was needed
to convince the world of the truth of Paul’s
doctrine. A miracle, to the truth of which more
than five hundred have already testified. First
he appeared to Mary and Martha, afterwards to Cleophas
and Khuza. On the way to Emmaus he stayed and
supped with them and afterwards he appeared to the
twelve. Hast met all the twelve and consulted
with them? Jesus asked, and Paul, a little irritated
by the interruption, answered that he had seen Peter
and John and James and Philip but he knew not the others;
and, of course, James, the brother of the Lord.
Tell me about him, Jesus answered. He admits
Jesus as a prophet among the others but no more, and
observes the law more strictly than any other Jew,
a narrow-minded bigot that has opposed my teaching
as bitterly as the priests themselves. It was
he who, Paul began, but Jesus interrupted and asked
about Peter. Where was he? And what doctrine
is he preaching? Paul answered that Peter was
at Antioch, though why he should choose to live there
has always seemed strange to me, for he does not speak
Greek. But what trade does he follow? Jesus
asked. There are marshes and lakes about Antioch,
Paul replied, and these are well stocked with fish,
of a quality inferior, however, to those he used to
catch in the lake of Gennesaret, but still fish for
which there is some sale. He and John own some
boats and they ply up and down the marshes, and draw
up a living in their nets, a poor and uncertain living
I believe it to be, for they are often about telling
stories to the faithful of our Lord Jesus Christ, who
pay them for their recitals. One is always with
them, a woman called Rachel. It is said that
she poisoned a rival at a wedding, a girl called Ruth
whom Jesus raised from the dead. Ruth went to
her husband, but Rachel followed Jesus of Nazareth....
Thou’rt a Galilean, Paul said, and know these
stories better than I.
As they walked on together, Paul’s thoughts
returned to the miracle of his apostleship, received,
he said, by me from Jesus Christ our Lord himself
on the road to Damascus. Thy brethren have doubtless
related the story to thee how in my journey from Jerusalem
to Damascus, full of wrath to kill and to punish the
saints, I was blinded by a great light from the skies,
and out of a cloud Jesus Christ our Lord spoke to me:
Paul! Paul! he cried, why persecutest thou me?
Ever since I have preached that there is but one Mediator
between God and man—Christ Jesus our Lord,
and if I ran out whilst thou wast telling thy story,
crying, he is mad, he is mad! it was because it seemed
to me that thou wert speaking by order of the Jews
who would ensnare and entrap me or for some other
reason. None may divine men’s desire of
soul, unless an evil spirit has descended into thee
I may not divine any reason for thy story. There
is some mistake that none would regret more than thou,
for thou wouldst hear the truth from me this day,
thereby gaining everlasting life. Why dost thou