the rock for it and found it in a man lying there
with foam upon his lips. He seemed to Jesus like
one returning to himself out of a great swoon, and
helping him to his feet Jesus seated him on a rock.
In a little while, Paul said, I shall be able to continue
my journey. Thou’rt Jesus whom I left speaking
in the cenoby. Give me a little water to drink.
I forgot to fill the bottle before I left the brook,
Jesus answered. There is a little left, but not
the fresh water that I would like to give thee, Paul,
but water from overnight. It matters not, Paul
said, and having drunk a little and bathed his temples,
Paul asked Jesus to help him to his feet, but after
a few yards he tottered into Jesus’ arms and
had to rest again, and while resting he said:
I rushed out of the cenoby, for I felt the swoon was
nigh upon me. I am sorry to have interrupted thy
discourse, he added, but refrain from repeating any
of it, for my brain is too tired to listen to thee.
Thou’lt understand the weakness of a sick man
and pardon me. Now I’m beginning to remember.
I had a promise from thee to lead me out of this desert.
Yes, Paul, I promised to guide thee to Caesarea——
But I rushed away, Paul said, and thou hast followed
me, knowing well that I should not find my way alone
to Caesarea. I should have missed it and perhaps
fallen into the hands of the Jews or fallen over the
precipice and become food for vultures. Now my
strength is coming back to me, but without thee I
shall not find my way out of the desert. Fear
nothing, Paul, I shall not leave thee till I have seen
thee safely on thy way to Caesarea or within sight
of that city. Thou hast come to guide me?
Paul asked, looking up. Yes, to guide thee, Paul,
to accompany thee to Caesarea, if not all the way the
greater part of it, Jesus answered. Thou’lt
sleep to-morrow at a village about two hours from
Caesarea, and there we shall part. But be not
afraid. I’ll not leave thee till thou’rt
safe out of reach of the Jews. But I must be at
Caesarea to-morrow, Paul said, or else my mission to
Italy and Spain will be delayed, perhaps forfeited.
My mission to Spain, dost hear me? Do not speak
of thy mission now, Jesus answered, for he was afraid
lest a discussion might spring up between him and
Paul, and he was glad when Paul asked him how it was
he had come upon him in this great wilderness.
He asked Jesus if he had traced his footsteps in the
sand, or if an angel had guided him. My eyes
are not young enough to follow footsteps in the sand,
Jesus replied, and I saw no angel, but a bird turned
aside from the rock on which he was about to alight
abruptly, and going to seek the cause of it I found
thee.... Now if thy strength be coming back we
will try to walk a little farther.