and in mine while we sat on the balcony last night
taking the air. Hazael had spoken his fear that
the change from the hills to this dwelling would prove
irksome to me at first, and our talk turned upon the
life I have led since boyhood. Our president
seemed to think that the better life is to live under
the sky and the sure way to happiness is in solitude:
he had fallen to admiration of my life spent among
the hills, and had spoken to me of the long journeys
he used to undertake in his youth over Palestine,
seeking for young men in whom he foresaw the making
of good Essenes; many of you here are his discoveries,
myself certainly. We indulged in recollection,
and listening to him my thoughts were back in Nazareth,
and I waited for him to tell me how one night he met
my father, Joseph the carpenter, returning home after
his day’s work, and seeing in him a native of
the district, he addressed himself to him and begged
my father to point out the road to Nazareth. My
father answered: I am going thither, thou canst
not do better than follow me. So the two fared
on together, talking of a lodging for the night, my
father fearing that no house would be open to a stranger,
which was the truth. They knocked at many, but
received only threats that the dogs would be turned
upon them if they did not hasten away. My father
said: never shall it be rumoured in Nazareth
that a stranger was turned away and had to sleep in
the streets. Thou shalt have my son’s bed,
and taking Hazael by the hand my father urged him
and forced him into our house. Thou shalt sleep
in my house, my father said, and shook me out of my
sleep, saying, Jesus, thy bed is wanted for a stranger,
and to this day I remember standing in my smock before
Hazael, my eyes dazed with sleep.
Next day Hazael was teaching me; and it pleasing him
to see in me the making of a good Essene, and my father
being willing that I should go (a good carpenter he
did not see in me), he took me away with him through
Samaria into Jerusalem, and we struck across the desert,
descending the hills into the plain of Jericho, and
crossed the Jordan.
After a year’s probationship I was admitted
into the order of the Essenes and was given choice
of a trade, and it was put forth that I should follow
the trade of my father or work amid the fig-trees along
our terraces, but my imagination being stirred by the
sight of the shepherds among the hills, I said, let
me be one. And for fifteen years I led my flock,
content to see it prosper under my care, until one
day, spying two wolves scratching where I knew there
was a cave, an empty one I thought, the hermit having
been taken by wolves not long before, I couched my
spear and went forward; at sight of me and my dogs
the wolves fled, as I expected they would, and the
hermit that had come to the cave overnight came out,
and after thanking me for driving off the wolves asked
me if I could guide him to a spring of pure water.
Thou’rt not far from one, I said, for the cave