us go with him to Spain, for on the road to Damascus
he had a vision, and nearly lost his sight in it.
And ever since he has been preaching that the doors
are open to all. He is the greatest traveller
the world has ever known. Christ is a Greek word,
Manahem said, for it seemed to him that Saddoc was
speaking too much, and that he could give Jesus a
better account of Paul’s journeyings, his conversions
of the Gentiles and the persecutions that followed
these conversions: for the Jews, Manahem said,
have been on his track always, and his last quarrel
with them was yester even by the Jordan, where he
was preaching with Timothy. They lost each other
in the hills. Of Timothy I have news, Jesus answered.
He met a shepherd in the valley who pointed out the
way to Caesarea to him, and it may be that he is not
far from that city now. Then I will go to Caesarea
at once, Paul cried. I have promised to put thee
on the direct road, Jesus said, but it is for thee
to choose another guide, he added, for Paul’s
face told him the thoughts that were passing in Paul’s
mind: that he would sooner that any other of
the brethren should guide him out of the wilderness.
After looking at Paul for some time he said:
I’ve heard from Manahem and Saddoc that thou
wast a persecutor of Christians, but without understanding,
so hurried was the story. And they tell me, Paul
said, that thou’rt from Nazareth and suffered
under Pilate. More than that they do not seem
to know; but from what they tell me thy story resembles
that of our Lord Jesus Christ who was betrayed in a
garden and was raised from the dead. At the words,
who was betrayed in a garden, a light seemed to break
in Jesus’ face and he said: some two years
of my life are unknown to anybody here, even Hazael
does not know them, and last night I was about to
tell them to him on the balcony.
You all remember how he was carried out of the lecture-room
on to this balcony by Saddoc and Manahem, who left
him with me. I had just returned from the mountain,
having left my flock with Jacob, our new shepherd,
and Hazael, who recovered his senses quickly in the
evening air, begged me to tell him of Jacob’s
knowledge of the flock, and I spoke to him highly
of Jacob.... Hazael, have I thy permission to
tell the brethren here assembled the story I began
to tell thee last night, but which was interrupted?
The old man raised his head and said: Jesus, I
hearken, go on with thy story.
Brethren, yester evening I returned from the hills
after having left our flock in charge of Jacob.
You know, brethren, why I confided the flock to him.
After fifty (I am fifty-five) our steps are no longer
as alert as they were: an old man cannot sleep
in a cavern like a young man nor defend himself against
robbers like a young man, and yesternight was the
first night I spent under a roof for many a year, and
under that roof I am to live henceforth with you here,
tending on our president, who needs attention now
in his great age. These things were in his mind