her beautiful name calmed his disquiet, and the brook
murmuring under the bridge through the silence of the
gorge disposed Paul to indulge his memory, and in it
the past was so pathetic and poignant that it was
almost a pain to remember. But he must remember,
and following after a glimpse of the synagogue and
himself preaching in it there came upon him a vision
of a tall, grave woman since known to him as a thorn
in his flesh, but he need not trouble to remember
his sins, for had not God himself forgiven him, telling
him that his grace was enough? Why then should
he hesitate to recall the grave, oval face that he
had loved? He could see it as plainly in his
memory as if it were before him in the flesh, her eyes
asking for his help so appealingly that he had been
constrained to relinquish the crowd to Barnabas and
give his mind to Eunice. And they had walked on
together, he listening to her telling how she had not
been to the Synagogue for many years, for though she
and her mother were proselytes to the Jewish faith,
neither practised it, since her marriage, for her
husband was a pagan. She had indeed taught her
son the Scriptures in Greek, but no restraint had
been put upon him; and she did not know to what god
or goddess he offered sacrifice. But last night
an angel visited her and told her that that which
she had always been seeking (though she had forgotten
it) awaited her in the synagogue. So she had
gone thither and was not disappointed. I’ve
always been seeking him of whom thou speakest.
Her very words, and the very intonation of her voice
in these words came back to him; he had put questions
to her, and they had not come to the end of their
talk when Laos, calling from the doorstep, said:
wilt pass the door, Eunice, without asking the stranger
to cross it? Whereupon she turned her eyes on
Paul and asked him to forgive her for her forgetfulness,
and Barnabas arriving at that moment, she begged him
to enter.
And they had stayed on and on, exceeding their apportioned
time, Barnabas reproving the delay, but always agreeing
that their departure should be adjourned since it
was Paul’s wish to adjourn it. So Barnabas
had always spoken, for he was a weak man, and Paul
acknowledged to himself that he too was a weak man
in those days.
Laos seemed to love Barnabas as a mother, and Laos
and Eunice were received by me into the faith, Paul
said. On these words his thoughts floated away
and he became absorbed in recollections of the house
in Lystra. The months he had spent with these
two women had been given to him, no doubt, as a recompense
for the labours he had endured to bring men to believe
that by faith only in our Lord Jesus Christ could they
be saved. He would never see Lystra again with
his physical eye, but it would always be before him
in his mind’s eye: that terrible day the
Jews had dragged him and Barnabas outside the town
rose up before him. Only by feigning death did
they escape the fate of Stephen. In the evening