about Jesus, I came down to hear what was being said,
but before I got as far I saw Jesus turn away and
walk into the hills. It was from the beggars
and lepers that I heard that Joseph had been killed
in the streets of Jerusalem. Thou knowest how
long beggars take to tell a story; Jesus was far away
before they got to the end of it, simple though it
was. I’d have gone after him if they’d
been quicker. More of the story I don’t
know. It was just as thou sayest, mate, Eliab
answered, and thou’lt bear me out that it was
some months after, maybe six or seven, that Jesus was
seen again leading the flock. I remember the day
I saw him, for wasn’t I near to rubbing my eyes
lest they might be deceiving me—I remember,
Eliab continued, it comes back to me as it does to
thee, for within two years he had gathered another
handsome flock about him. A fine shepherd, Havilah
said. None better to be found on the hills.
Thou speakest well, Eliab answered him, and for thee
to speak well twice in the same day is well-nigh a
miracle. Belike thou’lt awake one morning
to find thyself the Messiah Israel is waiting for,
so great is thy advancement of late in good sense.
Havilah turned aside, and Eliab, divining his wounded
spirit, sought to make amends by offering him some
bread and garlic, but Havilah went away, a melancholy,
heavy-shouldered young man, one that, Eliab said,
must feel life cruelly, knowing himself as he must
have done from the beginning to be what is known as
a good-for-nothing. And it was soon after Havilah’s
departure that Jesus returned to the shepherds and,
stopping in front of Eliab and Bozrah, he said:
I’ve come back, mates, to give you my thanks
for many a year of good-fellowship. So the time
has come for us to lose thee, mate, Eliab answered.
We are sorry for it, though it isn’t altogether
unlocked for. We were saying not many moments
ago, Bozrah interjected, that the life on the hills
is no life for a man when he has gone fifty, and thou’lt
not see fifty again: no, and not by three years,
Jesus answered. It was just about fifty years
that the feeling began to come over me that I couldn’t
fight another winter, and to think of Jacob, who is
waiting for a flock, and he may as well have mine
during my life as wait for my death to get it.
Better so, said Eliab, whose wont it was to strike
his word in whenever the speaker paused. He did
not always wait for the speaker to pause, and this
trick being known to Bozrah, he said, and by all accounts
thou hast made a true shepherd of him, passing over
to him all thy knowledge. A lad of good report,
Jesus answered, who had fallen on a hard master, a
thing that has happened to all of us in our time,
Bozrah interjected. He’s not the first
that fell out of favour, for that his ewes hadn’t
given as many lambs as they might have done.
Nor was there anything of neglect in it, but such
a bit of ill luck as might run into any man or any
man might run up against. He was told, said Eliab,
who could not bear anyone to tell a story but himself,