it may be that hope will never be fulfilled, which
is sad to think on. I’ve never seen thee
over-busy with one of our serving girls, nor caught
thee near her bed, and the family will end with, thee,
and the counting-house will end with me, and these
things will happen through no fault of mine or thine,
Joseph. Our lives are not planned by ourselves,
and when life comes sweetly to a man a bitter death
awaits him, for death is bitter to those that have
lived in ease and health as I have done. I am
still obdurate, for I can sit down to a meal with
pleasure, but a time will come when I shall not be
able to do this, and then the sentence that the Lord
pronounced over all flesh will seem easy to bear,
and the grandchildren I have not gotten will be desired
no longer; only the peace of the grave, where there
is no questioning nor dainties. But, Father,
this world is but the shadow of a reality beyond the
grave, and I beseech you to believe in your eternity
and in mine. In the eternity of my body or of
my soul—which, Joseph? Thou knowest
not, but of this we are sure, that there is little
time left for me to love you in this comfortable land
of Galilee. And, this being so, I will ask you
to promise me that thou wilt not leave Judea in my
lifetime. Thou’lt have to go to Jerusalem,
for business awaits you there, and to Jericho, perhaps,
which is a long way from Galilee, but I’d not
have thee leave Judea to preach a strange creed to
the Gentiles. I know no reason now, Father, for
me to leave Judea, since I am not among the chosen.
If thou hadst been, Joseph, thou wouldst not have
left me in these last years of my life? Jesus
is dear to thee, but he isn’t thy father, and
every father would like his son to be by him when
the Lord chooses to call him. I would have thee
within a day’s journey or two; death comes quicker
than that sometimes, but we must risk something.
I’d have thee remain in Judea so that thou mayest
come, if thou art called, to receive my last blessing.
I’d have thee close my eyes, Joseph. The
children I’ll forgive thee, if thou wilt promise
me this. I promise it, Father, and will hold
to my promise if I live beyond thee. If thou livest
beyond me, Joseph? Of course thou wilt live many
years after me. But, Joseph, I would have thee
shun dangerous company. And guessing that his
father had Jesus in his mind, Joseph asked him if
it were so, and he answered that it was so, saying
that Jesus was no new thing in Judea, and that the
priests and the prophets have ever been in strife.
That is my meaning, he said. The exactions of
the priests weigh heavily, and Jesus is right in this
much, that priests always have been, and perhaps always
will be, oppressors of the poor; they are strong,
and have many hirelings about them. Thou hast
heard of the Zealots, Son, who walk in the streets
of Jerusalem, their hands on their knives, following
those who speak against the law and the traditions,
and who, when they meet them, put their knives into