For the purposes of holiday-making the resources of the northern French coast, with which Browning’s ballad of the Croisickese pilot is associated, were, says Mrs Orr, becoming exhausted. Yet some rest and refreshment after the heavy tax upon his strength made by a London season with its various claims were essential to his well-being. His passion for music would not permit him during his residence in town to be absent from a single important concert; the extraordinary range of his acquaintance with the works of great and even of obscure composers was attested by Halle. In his sonnet of 1884, inscribed in the Album to Mr Arthur Chappell, The Founder of the Feast, a poem not included in any edition of his works, he recalls these evenings of delight:
Sense has received
the utmost Nature grants,
My cup was filled with rapture
to the brim,
When, night by
night—ah, memory, how it haunts!—
Music was poured
by perfect ministrants,
By Halle, Schumann, Piatti,
Joachim.
Long since in Florence he had become acquainted with Miss Egerton-Smith, who loved music like himself, and was now often his companion at public performances in London. She was wealthy, and with too little confidence in her power to win the regard of others, she lived apart from the great world. In 1872 Browning lost the warm-hearted and faithful friend who had given him such prompt, womanly help in his worst days of grief—Miss Blagden. Her place in his memory remained her own. Miss Egerton-Smith might seem to others wanting in strength of feeling and cordiality of manner. Browning knew the sensitiveness of her nature, which responded to the touch of affection, and he could not fail to discover her true self, veiled though it was by a superficial reserve. And as he knew her, so he wrote of her in the opening of his La Saisiaz:
You supposed that few or none
had known and loved you in the world:
May be! flower that’s
full-blown tempts the butterfly, not flower that’s
furled.
But more learned sense unlocked
you, loosed the sheath and let expand
Bud to bell and out-spread
flower-shape at the least warm touch of hand
—Maybe throb of
heart, beneath which,—quickening farther
than it knew,—
Treasure oft was disembosomed,
scent all strange and unguessed hue.
Disembosomed, re-embosomed,—must
one memory suffice,
Prove I knew an Alpine rose
which all beside named Edelweiss?