And the little chubby fingers
lost
Their childish
softness and grace,
And toughened and chapped
and calloused,
And the rosy,
childish face.
Grew thin and haggard and
anxious,
Careworn, tired,
and old,
As on those slender shoulders
The burdens of
life were rolled.
So, when the heated season
Burned pitiless
overhead,
And up from the filth of the
noisome street
The fatal fever
spread,
And work and want and drunken
blows
Had weakened the
tender frame,
Into the squalid room once
more
The restful shadow
came.
And Mary sent for the playmate
Who lived just
over the way,
And said, ’The charity
Doctor,
Has been here,
Katie, to-day.
’He says I’ll
never be better—
The fever has
been so bad;
And if it wasn’t for
one thing,
I’m sure
I’d just be glad.
’It isn’t about
the children;
I’ve kept
my promise good,
And mother will know I stayed
with them
As long as ever
I could.
’But you know how it
has been, Katie;
I’ve had
so much to do,
I couldn’t mind the
children
And go to the
preaching, too.
’And I’ve been
so tired-like at night,
I couldn’t
think to pray,
And now, when I see the Lord
Jesus,
What ever am I
to say?’
And Katie, the little comforter,
Her help to the
problem brought;
And into her heart, made wise
by love,
The Spirit sent
this thought:
’I wouldn’t say
a word, dear,
For sure He understands;
I wouldn’t say ever
a word at all;
But, Mary, just
show Him your hands!’"
Jesus knows every scar of sacrifice you bear, and loves it. For it tells Him your love. He knows the meaning of scars, because of His own. The marks of sacrifice cement our fellowship with Him. The nearer we come to fellowship with Him in the daily touch and spirit the more freely can He reach out His own great winsomeness through us, out to His dear world.
"Won’t You Save Me?"
To outsiders, who don’t know about the thing, that word “sacrifice” has an ugly sound. It drives them away. But to the insiders, who have come in by the Jesus-door, there is a joyousness of the bubbling-out, singing sort, that makes the word “sacrifice,” and the thing itself, clean forgot even while remembered. It is remembered as a distinct real thing, but it is pushed away from the centre of your consciousness by this song that insists on singing its music into the ears of your heart.
I said a while ago in these talks that it would be an easy thing for the whole Church, or even half of the Church, to take Jesus fully out to all the world. But may I tell you now plainly that it won’t be an easy thing? Somebody will have to sacrifice if the thing’s to be done. And that somebody will be you, if you go along where the Master calls. If you count on the Church doing it, or on anybody else doing it, you may be sure of one thing: some part of what needs doing won’t be done.