What is ordained. Therefore, I pray thee, find
Black mustard-seed, a tola; only mark
Thou take it not from any hand or house
Where father, mother, child, or slave hath died;
It shall be well if thou canst find such seed.’
Thus didst thou speak, my lord!”
The Master smiled
Exceeding tenderly. “Yea! I spake thus,
Dear Kisagotami! But didst thou find
The seed?”
“I went, Lord, clasping to my breast
The babe, grown colder, asking at each hut,—
Here in the jungle and toward the town,—
’I pray you, give me mustard, of your grace,
A tola—black’ and each who had it gave,
For all the poor are piteous to the poor:
But when I asked, ’In my friend’s household here
Hath any peradventure ever died—
Husband or wife, or child, or slave?’ they said:—
’O sister! what is this you ask? the dead
Are very many and the living few!’
So, with sad thanks, I gave the mustard back,
And prayed of others, but the others said,
‘Here is the seed, but we have lost our slave!’
‘Here is the seed, but our good man is dead!’
’Here is some seed, but he that sowed it died!
Between the rain-time and the harvesting!’
Ah, sir! I could not find a single house
Where there was mustard-seed and none had died!
Therefore I left my child—who would not suck
Nor smile—beneath the wild vines by the stream,
To seek thy face and kiss thy feet, and pray
Where I might find this seed and find no death,
If now, indeed, my baby be not dead,
As I do fear, and as they said to me.”
“My sister! thou
hast found,” the Master said,
“Searching for
what none finds, that bitter balm
I had to give thee.
He thou lovedst slept
Dead on thy bosom yesterday;
to-day
Thou know’st the
whole wide world weeps with thy woe;
The grief which all
hearts share grows less for one.
Lo! I would pour
my blood if it could stay
Thy tears, and win the
secret of that curse
Which makes sweet love
our anguish, and which drives
O’er flowers and
pastures to the sacrifice—
As these dumb beasts
are driven—men their lords.
I seek that secret:
bury thou thy child!”
So entered they the
city side by side,
The herdsmen and the
Prince, what time the sun
Gilded slow Sona’s
distant stream, and threw
Long shadows down the
street and through the gate
Where the King’s
men kept watch. But when these saw
Our Lord bearing the
lamb, the guards stood back,
The market-people drew
their wains aside,
In the bazaar buyers
and sellers stayed
The war of tongues to
gaze on that mild face;
The smith, with lifted
hammer in his hand,
Forgot to strike; the