disappointment; even the Major contributing, in spite
of the rather trying incident of the nomination.
His brother was kind and did a brother’s duty,
but there does not seem to have been much sympathy
between them; John Cowper did not become a convert
to Evangelical doctrine till he was near his end,
and he was incapable of sharing William’s spiritual
emotions. Of his brilliant companions, the Bonnell
Thorntons and the Colmans, the quondam members of the
Nonsense Club, he heard no more, till he had himself
become famous. But he still had a staunch friend
in a less brilliant member of the Club, Joseph Hill,
the lawyer, evidently a man who united strong sense
and depth of character with literary tastes and love
of fun, and who was throughout Cowper’s life
his Mentor in matters of business, with regard to
which he was himself a child. He had brought
with him from the asylum at St. Albans the servant
who had attended him there, and who had been drawn
by the singular talisman of personal attraction which
partly made up to this frail and helpless being for
his entire lack of force. He had also brought
from the same place an outcast boy whose case bad
excited his interest, and for whom he afterwards provided
by putting him to a trade. The maintenance of
these two retainers was expensive and led to grumbling
among the subscribers to the family subsidy, the Major
especially threatening to withdraw his contribution.
While the matter was in agitation, Cowper received
an anonymous letter couched in the kindest terms,
bidding him not distress himself, for that whatever
deduction from his income might be made, the loss would
be supplied by one who loved him tenderly and approved
his conduct. In a letter to Lady Hesketh, he
says that he wishes he knew who dictated this letter,
and that he had seen not long before a style excessively
like it. He can scarcely have failed to guess
that it came from Theodora.
It is due to Cowper to say that he accepts the assistance
of his relatives and all acts of kindness done to
him with sweet and becoming thankfulness; and that
whatever dark fancies he may have had about his religious
state, when the evil spirit was upon him, he always
speaks with contentment and cheerfulness of his earthly
lot. Nothing splenetic, no element of suspicions
and irritable self-love, entered into the composition
of his character.
On his release from the asylum he was taken in hand
by his brother John, who first tried to find lodgings
for him at or near Cambridge, and failing in this,
placed him at Huntingdon, within a long ride, so that
William becoming a horseman for the purpose, the brothers
could meet once a week. Huntingdon was a quiet
little town with less than two thousand inhabitants,
in a dull country, the best part of which was the
Ouse, especially to Cowper, who was fond of bathing.
Life there, as in other English country towns in
those days, and indeed till railroads made people
everywhere too restless and migratory for companionship