of measuring his bumps, like a landsurveyor, we dissect
his brain, like an anatomist; we estimate him, whether
he be high or low, in whatever department of life,
not by what he says he can do, or means to do, but
by what he has done. By this test is every
man of talent tried in London; this is his grand,
his formal difficulty, to get the opportunity of showing
what he can do, of being put into circulation, of
having the chance of being tested, like a shilling,
by the ring of the customer and the bite
of the critic; for the opportunity, the chance to
edge in, the chink to wedge in, the purchase
whereon to work the length of his lever, he must be
ever on the watch; for the sunshine blink of encouragement,
the April shower of praise, he must await the long
winter of “hope deferred” passing away.
Patience, the courage of the man of talent,
he must exert for many a dreary and unrewarded day;
he must see the quack and the pretender lead an undiscerning
public by the nose, and say nothing; nor must he exult
when the too-long enduring public at length kicks the
pretender and the quack into deserved oblivion.
From many a door that will hereafter gladly open for
him, he must be content to be presently turned away.
Many a scanty meal, many a lonely and unfriended evening,
in this vast wilderness, must he pass in trying on
his armour, and preparing himself for the fight that
he still believes will come, and in which his
spirit, strong within him, tells him he must conquer.
While the night yet shrouds him he must labour, and
with patient, and happily for him, if, with religious
hope, he watch the first faint glimmerings of the
dawning day; for his day, if he is worthy to behold
it, will come, and he will yet be recompensed “by
that time and chance which happeneth to all.”
And if his heart fails him, and his coward spirit turns
to flee, often as he sits, tearful, in the solitude
of his chamber, will the remembrance of the early
struggles of the immortals shame that coward spirit.
The shade of the sturdy Johnson, hungering, dinnerless,
will mutely reproach him for sinking thus beneath
the ills that the “scholar’s life assail.”
The kindly-hearted, amiable Goldsmith, pursued to
the gates of a prison by a mercenary wretch who fattened
upon the produce of that lovely mind, smiling upon
him, will bid him be of good cheer. A thousand
names, that fondly live in the remembrance of our
hearts, will he conjure up, and all will tell the same
story of early want, and long neglect, and lonely
friendlessness. Then will reproach himself, saying,
“What am I, that I should quail before the misery
that broke not minds like these? What am I, that
I should be exempt from the earthly fate of the immortals?”