It is so by the inevitable law of our being. It
is because we are rational creatures that it is so.
We cannot help looking forward to that which is coming,
and looking back on that which is past; nor can we
suppress, as we do so, an emotion corresponding to
the perception. There is not the least use in
telling a little boy who knows that he is to have
a tooth pulled out to-morrow, that it is absurd in
him to make himself unhappy to-night through the anticipation
of it. You may show with irrefragable force of
reason, that the pain will last only for the two or
three seconds during which the tooth is being wrenched
from its place, and that it will be time enough to
vex himself about the pain when he has actually to
feel it. But the little fellow will pass but
an unhappy night in the dismal prospect; and by the
time the cold iron lays hold of the tooth, he will
have endured by anticipation a vast deal more suffering
than the suffering of the actual operation. It
is so with bigger people, looking forward to greater
trials. And it serves no end whatever to prove
that all this ought not to be. The question as
to the emotions turned off in the workings of the
human mind is one of fact. It is not how the machine
ought to work, but how the machine does work.
And as with the anticipation of suffering, so with
its retrospect. The great grief which is past,
even though its consequences no longer directly press
upon us, casts its shadow over after-years. There
are, indeed, some hardships and trials upon which it
is possible that we may look back with satisfaction.
The contrast with them enhances the enjoyment of better
days. But these trials, it seems to me, must
be such as come through the direct intervention of
Providence; and they must be clear of the elements
of human cruelty or injustice. I do not believe
that a man who was a weakly and timid boy can ever
look back with pleasure upon the ill-usage of the brutal
bully of his school-days, or upon the injustice of
his teacher in cheating him out of some well-earned
prize. There are kinds of great suffering which
can never be thought of without present suffering,
so long as human nature continues what it is.
And I believe that past sorrows are a great reality
in our present life, and exert a great influence over
our present life, whether for good or ill. As
you may see in the trembling knees of some poor horse,
in its drooping head, and spiritless paces, that it
was overwrought when young: so, if the human soul
were a thing that could be seen, you might discern
the scars where the iron entered into it long ago,—you
might trace not merely the enduring remembrance, but
the enduring results, of the incapacity and dishonesty
of teachers, the heartlessness of companions, and
the idiotic folly and cruelty of parents. No,
it will not do to tell us that past sufferings have
ceased to exist, while their remembrance continues
so vivid, and their results so great. You are
not done with the bitter frosts of last winter, though