THE MYSTIC’S VISION
Ah! I shall kill myself with dreams!
These dreams that softly lap
me round
Through trance-like hours in which meseems
That I am swallowed up and
drowned;
Drowned in your love, which flows o’er
me
As o’er the seaweed
flows the sea.
In watches of the middle night,
’Twixt vesper and ’twist
matin bell,
With rigid arms and straining sight,
I wait within my narrow cell;
With muttered prayers, suspended will,
I wait your advent—statue-still.
Across the convent garden walls
The wind blows from the silver
seas;
Black shadow of the cypress falls
Between the moon-meshed olive-trees;
Sleep-walking from their golden bowers,
Flit disembodied orange flowers.
And in God’s consecrated house,
All motionless from head to
feet,
My heart awaits her heavenly Spouse,
As white I lie on my white
sheet;
With body lulled and soul awake,
I watch in anguish for your sake.
And suddenly, across the gloom,
The naked moonlight sharply
swings;
A Presence stirs within the room,
A breath of flowers and hovering
wings:—
Your presence without form and void,
Beyond all earthly joys enjoyed.
My heart is hushed, my tongue is mute,
My life is centred in your
will;
You play upon me like a lute
Which answers to its master’s
skill,
Till passionately vibrating,
Each nerve becomes a throbbing string.
Oh, incommunicably sweet!
No longer aching and apart,
As rain upon the tender wheat,
You pour upon my thirsty heart;
As scent is bound up in the rose,
Your love within my bosom glows.
MATHILDE BLIND.
* * * * *
THE CALL.
Come, my way, my truth, my life—
Such a way as gives us breath;
Such a truth as ends all strife;
Such a life as killeth death.
Come my light, my feast, my strength—
Such a light as shows a feast;
Such a feast as mends in length;
Such a strength as makes His
guest.
Come my joy, my love, my heart!
Such a joy as none can move;
Such a love as none can part;
Such a heart as joys in love.
GEORGE HERBERT.
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HOPE.
FROM “THE PLEASURES OF HOPE."[A]
Unfading Hope! when life’s last
embers burn,
When soul to soul, and dust to dust return!
Heaven to thy charge resigns the awful
hour!
O, then thy kingdom comes! Immortal
Power!
What though each spark of earth-born rapture
fly
The quivering lip, pale cheek, and closing
eye!
Bright to the soul thy seraph hands convey
The morning dream of life’s eternal
day,—
Then, then, the triumph and the trance
begin,
And all the phoenix spirit burns within!