Lame as I am, I take the prey;
Hell, earth, and sin with
ease o’ercome;
I leap for joy, pursue my way,
And, as a bounding hart, fly
home;
Through all eternity to prove
Thy nature and thy name is Love.
CHARLES WESLEY.
* * * * *
THE CONVERSION OF SAINT PAUL.
The midday sun, with fiercest glare,
Broods over the hazy, twinkling air;
Along the level sand
The palm-tree’s shade unwavering
lies,
Just as thy towers, Damascus, rise
To greet yon wearied band.
The leader of that martial crew
Seems bent some mighty deed to do,
So steadily he speeds,
With lips firm closed and fixed eye,
Like warrior when the fight is nigh,
Nor talk nor landscape heeds.
What sudden blaze is round him poured,
As though all Heaven’s refulgent
hoard
In one rich glory shone?
One moment,—and to earth he
falls:
What voice his inmost heart appalls?—
Voice heard by him alone.
For to the rest both words and form
Seem lost in lightning and in storm,
While Saul, in wakeful trance,
Sees deep within that dazzling field
His persecuted Lord revealed
With keen yet pitying glance:
And hears the meek upbraiding call
As gently on his spirit fall,
As if the Almighty Son
Were prisoner yet in this dark earth,
Nor had proclaimed his royal birth,
Nor his great power begun.
“Ah! wherefore persecut’st
thou me?”
He heard and saw, and sought to free
His strained eye from the
sight:
But Heaven’s high magic bound it
there,
Still gazing, though untaught to bear
The insufferable light.
“Who art thou, Lord?” he falters
forth:—
So shall Sin ask of heaven and earth
At the last awful day
“When did we see thee suffering
nigh,
And passed thee with unheeding eye?
Great God of judgment, say!”
Ah! little dream our listless eyes
What glorious presence they despise
While, in our noon of life,
To power or fame we rudely press.—
Christ is at hand, to scorn or bless,
Christ suffers in our strife.
And though heaven’s gates long since
have closed,
And our dear Lord in bliss reposed,
High above mortal ken,
To every ear in every land
(Though meek ears only understand)
He speaks as he did then.
“Ah! wherefore persecute ye me?
’T is hard, ye so in love should
be
With your own endless woe.
Know, though at God’s right hand
I live,
I feel each wound ye reckless give
To the least saint below.
“I in your care my brethren left,
Not willing ye should be bereft
Of waiting on your Lord.
The meanest offering ye can make—
A drop of water—for love’s
sake,
In heaven, be sure, is stored.”