At best her skies are clouded o’er,
And oft she fronts the stinging
sleet,
Or feels on some tempestuous shore
The storm-waves lash her naked
feet.
Where’er she strays, or musing stands
By lonesome beach, by turbulent
mart,
We see her pale, half-tremulous hands
Crossed humbly o’er
her aching heart!
Within, a secret pain she bears,—
pain too deep to feel the
balm
An April spirit finds in tears;
Alas! all cureless griefs
are calm!
Yet in her passionate strength supreme,
Despair beyond her pathway
flies,
Awed by the softly steadfast beam
Of sad, but heaven-enamored
eyes!
Who pause to greet her, vaguely seem
Touched by fine wafts of holier
air;
As those who in some mystic dream
Talk with the angels unaware!
PAUL HAMILTON HAYNE.
* * * * *
SOMETIME.
Sometime, when all life’s lessons
have been learned,
And sun and stars forevermore
have set,
The things o’er which our weak judgments
here have spurned,
The things o’er which
we grieved with lashes wet,
Will flash before us, out of life’s
dark night,
As stars shine most in deeper
tints of blue;
And we shall see how all God’s plans
are right,
And how what seems reproof
was love most true.
And we shall see how, while we frown and
sigh,
God’s plans go on as
best for you and me;
How, when we called, he heeded not our
cry,
Because his wisdom to the
end could see.
And e’en as prudent parents disallow
Too much of sweet to craving
babyhood,
So God, perhaps, is keeping from us now
Life’s sweetest things,
because it seemeth good.
And if sometimes, commingled with life’s
wine,
We find the wormwood, and
rebel and shrink,
Be sure a wiser hand than yours or mine
Pours out this potion for
our lips to drink.
And if some friend we love is lying low,
Where human kisses cannot
reach his face,
Oh, do not blame the loving Father so,
But wear your sorrow with
obedient grace!
And you shall shortly know that lengthened
breath
Is not the sweetest gift God
sends his friend,
And that, sometimes, the sable pall of
death
Conceals the fairest bloom
his love can send.
If we could push ajar the gates of life,
And stand within, and all
God’s workings see,
We could interpret all this doubt and
strife,
And for each mystery could
find a key.
But not to-day. Then be content,
poor heart!
God’s plans like lilies
pure and white unfold.
We must not tear the close-shut leaves
apart,
Time will reveal the calyxes
of gold.
And if, through patient toil, we reach
the land
Where tired feet, with sandals
loosed, may rest,
When we shall clearly know and understand,
I think that we will say,
“God knew the best!”