And then, suddenly, I wake up, shaken and bathed in perspiration; I light a candle and find that I am alone, and after that crisis, which occurs every night, I at length fall asleep and slumber tranquilly till morning.

June 2d. My state has grown worse.  What is the matter with me?  The bromide does me no good, and the shower-baths have no effect whatever.  Sometimes, in order to tire myself out, though I am fatigued enough already, I go for a walk in the forest of Roumare.  I used to think at first that the fresh light and soft air, impregnated with the odor of herbs and leaves, would instill new blood into my veins and impart fresh energy to my heart.  I turned into a broad ride in the wood, and then I turned toward La Bouille, through a narrow path, between two rows of exceedingly tall trees, which placed a thick, green, almost black roof between the sky and me.

A sudden shiver ran through me, not a cold shiver, but a shiver of agony, and so I hastened my steps, uneasy at being alone in the wood, frightened stupidly and without reason, at the profound solitude.  Suddenly it seemed to me as if I were being followed, that somebody was walking at my heels, close, quite close to me, near enough to touch me.

I turned round suddenly, but I was alone.  I saw nothing behind me except the straight, broad ride, empty and bordered by high trees, horribly empty; on the other side it also extended until it was lost in the distance, and looked just the same, terrible.

I closed my eyes.  Why?  And then I began to turn round on one heel very quickly, just like a top.  I nearly fell down, and opened my eyes; the trees were dancing round me and the earth heaved; I was obliged to sit down.  Then, ah!  I no longer remembered how I had come!  What a strange idea!  What a strange, strange idea!  I did not the least know.  I started off to the right, and got back into the avenue which had led me into the middle of the forest.

June 3d. I have had a terrible night.  I shall go away for a few weeks, for no doubt a journey will set me up again.

July 2d. I have come back, quite cured, and have had a most delightful trip into the bargain.  I have been to Mont Saint-Michel, which I had not seen before.

What a sight, when one arrives as I did, at Avranches toward the end of the day!  The town stands on a hill, and I was taken into the public garden at the extremity of the town.  I uttered a cry of astonishment.  An extraordinarily large bay lay extended before me, as far as my eyes could reach, between two hills which were lost to sight in the mist; and in the middle of this immense yellow bay, under a clear, golden sky, a peculiar hill rose up, somber and pointed in the midst of the sand.  The sun had just disappeared, and under the still flaming sky the outline of that fantastic rock stood out, which bears on its summit a fantastic monument.