What could have been the feelings of my family, and
my large circle of friends and acquaintances, to see
creditors and officers coming to our house every day
with their pockets full of attachments and piles of
them on the table every night. If any one can
ever begin to know my feelings at this time, they must
have passed through the same experience. Yet
mortified and abused as I was, I had to put up with
it. Thank God, I have never been the means of
such trouble for others. I had to move to Waterbury
in my old age, and there commence again to try to
get a living. I moved in the fall of 1856, and
as bad luck would have it, rented a house not two
rods from a large church with a very large steeple
attached to it, which had been built but a short time
before. In one of the most terrific hurricanes
and snow storms that I ever knew in my life, at four
o’clock in the morning of January 19th, 1857,
this large steeple fell on the top of our house which
was a three story brick building. It broke through
the roof and smashed in all the upper tier of rooms,
the bricks and mortar falling to the lower floor.
We were in the second story, and some of the bricks
came into our room, breaking the glass and furniture,
and the heaviest part of the whole lay directly on
our house. It was the opinion of all who saw the
ruins that we did not stand one chance in ten thousand
of not being killed in a moment. I heard many
a man say he would not take the chances that we had
for all the money in the State. One man in the
other part of the house was so frightened that he
was crazy for a long time. Timbers in this steeple,
ten inches square, broke in two directly over my bed
and their weight was tremendous. I now began
to think that my troubles were coming in a different
form; but it seems I was not to die in that way.
The business took a different shape in the spring,
and I moved (another task of moving!) to Ansonia.
Here I lived two years, but very unfortunately happened
to get in with the worst men that could be found on
the line of Rail-road between Winsted and Bridgeport.
In another part of this book I have spoken of them;
I do not now wish to think of them, for it makes me
sick to see their names on paper. I had worked
hard ever since I left New Haven—one year
at Waterbury, and two at this place (Ansonia,)—but
got not one dollar for the whole time. I was robbed
of all the money which Mr. Stevens, (my son-in-law,)
had paid me for the use of my trade-mark in England,
for the years 1857-’58. This advantage was
taken of me, because I could collect nothing in my
own name.
I should consider my history incomplete, unless I went back for many years to speak of the treatment which I received from a certain man. I shall not mention his name, and my object in relating these circumstances, is to illustrate a principle there is in man, and to caution the young men to be careful when they get to be older and are carrying on business, not to do too much for one individual. If you