He paused and looked at them. They were all listening to him now. But he was still haunted by a dread of preaching in his own family. He dropped to the conversational note again.
“You see what I had in mind. I saw I must come out of this, and preach the kingdom of God. That was my idea. I don’t want to force it upon you, but I want you to understand why I acted as I did. But let me come to the particular thing that has happened to-day. I did not think when I made my final decision to leave the church that it meant such poverty as this we are living in—permanently. That is what I want to make clear to you. I thought there would be a temporary dip into dinginess, but that was all. There was a plan; at the time it seemed a right and reasonable plan; for setting up a chapel in London, a very plain and simple undenominational chapel, for the simple preaching of the world kingdom of God. There was some one who seemed prepared to meet all the immediate demands for such a chapel.”
“Was it Lady Sunderbund?” asked Clementina.
Scrope was pulled up abruptly. “Yes,” he said. “It seemed at first a quite hopeful project.”
“We’d have hated that,” said Clementina, with a glance as if for assent, at her mother. “We should all have hated that.”
“Anyhow it has fallen through.”
“We don’t mind that,” said Clementina, and Daphne echoed her words.
“I don’t see that there is any necessity to import this note of—hostility to Lady Sunderbund into this matter.” He addressed himself rather more definitely to Lady Ella. “She’s a woman of a very extraordinary character, highly emotional, energetic, generous to an extraordinary extent....”
Daphne made a little noise like a comment.
A faint acerbity in her father’s voice responded.