Thus once, when he had been interrogated as to the
locality of Moses when the light went out, he replied
in Yiddish that the light could not go out, for “it
stands in the verse, that round the head of Moses,
our teacher, the great law-giver, was a perpetual
halo.” An old German happened to be smoking
at the bar of the public house when the peddler gave
his acute answer; he laughed heartily, slapped the
Jew on the back and translated the repartee to the
Convivial crew. For once intellect told, and the
rough drinkers, with a pang of shame, vied with one
another in pressing bitter beer upon the temperate
Semite. But, as a rule, Moses Ansell drank the
cup of affliction instead of hospitality and bore his
share to the full, without the remotest intention
of being heroic, in the long agony of his race, doomed
to be a byword and a mockery amongst the heathen.
Assuredly, to die for a religion is easier than to
live for it. Yet Moses never complained nor lost
faith. To be spat upon was the very condition
of existence of the modern Jew, deprived of Palestine
and his Temple, a footsore mendicant, buffeted and
reviled, yet the dearer to the Lord God who had chosen
him from the nations. Bullies might break Moses’s
head in this world, but in the next he would sit on
a gold chair in Paradise among the saints and sing
exegetical acrostics to all eternity. It was
some dim perception of these things that made Esther
forgive her father when the Ansells waited weeks and
weeks for a postal order and landlords were threatening
to bundle them out neck and crop, and her mother’s
hands were worn to the bone slaving for her little
ones.
Things improved a little just before the mother died,
for they had settled down in London and Moses earned
eighteen shillings a week as a machinist and presser,
and no longer roamed the country. But the interval
of happiness was brief. The grandmother, imported
from Poland, did not take kindly to her son’s
wife, whom she found wanting in the minutiae of ceremonial
piety and godless enough to wear her own hair.
There had been, indeed, a note of scepticism, of defiance,
in Esther’s mother, a hankering after the customs
of the heathen, which her grandmother divined instinctively
and resented for the sake of her son and the post-mundane
existence of her grandchildren. Mrs. Ansell’s
scepticism based itself upon the uncleanliness which
was so generally next to godliness in the pious circles
round them, and she had been heard to express contempt
for the learned and venerable Israelite, who, being
accosted by an acquaintance when the shadows of eve
were beginning to usher in the Day of Atonement, exclaimed:
“For heaven’s sake, don’t stop me—I
missed my bath last year.”