In reply she learned that Rachel was engaged to be
married. Her correspondents were too taken up
with this gigantic fact to pay satisfactory attention
to her inquiries. The old sense of protecting
motherhood came back to Esther when she learned the
news. Rachel was only eighteen, but at once Esther
felt middle-aged. It seemed of the fitness of
things that she should go to America and resume her
interrupted maternal duties. Isaac and Sarah
were still little more than children, perhaps they
had not yet ceased bickering about their birthdays.
She knew her little ones would jump for joy, and Isaac
still volunteer sleeping accommodation in his new bed,
even though the necessity for it had ceased. She
cried when she received the cutting from the American
Jewish paper; under other circumstances she would
have laughed. It was one of a batch headed “Personals,”
and ran: “Sam Wiseberg, the handsome young
drummer, of Cincinnati, has become engaged to Rachel
Ansell, the fair eighteen-year-old type-writer and
daughter of Moses Ansell, a well-known Chicago Hebrew.
Life’s sweetest blessings on the pair!
The marriage will take place in the Fall.”
Esther dried her eyes and determined to be present
at the ceremony. It is so grateful to the hesitant
soul to be presented with a landmark. There was
nothing to be gained now by arriving before the marriage;
nay, her arrival just in time for it would clench the
festivities. Meantime she attached herself to
Hannah’s charitable leading-strings, alternately
attracted to the Children of the Ghetto by their misery,
and repulsed by their failings. She seemed to
see them now in their true perspective, correcting
the vivid impressions of childhood by the insight
born of wider knowledge of life. The accretion
of pagan superstition was greater than she had recollected.
Mothers averted fever by a murmured charm and an expectoration,
children in new raiment carried bits of coal or salt
in their pockets to ward off the evil-eve. On
the other hand, there was more resourcefulness, more
pride of independence. Her knowledge of Moses
Ansell had misled her into too sweeping a generalization.
And she was surprised to realize afresh how much illogical
happiness flourished amid penury, ugliness and pain.
After school-hours the muggy air vibrated with the
joyous laughter of little children, tossing their
shuttlecocks, spinning their tops, turning their skipping-ropes,
dancing to barrel-organs or circling hand-in-hand
in rings to the sound of the merry traditional chants
of childhood. Esther often purchased a pennyworth
of exquisite pleasure by enriching some sad-eyed urchin.
Hannah (whose own scanty surplus was fortunately augmented
by an anonymous West-End Reform Jew, who employed
her as his agent) had no prepossessions to correct,
no pendulum-oscillations to distract her, no sentimental
illusions to sustain her. She knew the Ghetto
as it was; neither expected gratitude from the poor,
nor feared she might “pauperize them,”